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All I see is darkness
Rose113
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All I see is darkness and pain and nothing beyond and that hurts, it hurts a ton. I feel nothing physically it’s all just mental but it’s weird in the day I feel pure numb like my head is trying to keep me from falling apart but at night all I do is cry and cry. I’m tired of feeling this way, I don’t like it, I really don’t like it, I’ve written something for Emma but I’m just afraid to give it or even hand it to her, I thought about messaging it to her on teams but I’m not sure that’s a good idea but I don’t know it’s just a risky note…
I can’t show a picture here either because it would be against guidelines even if I blurred some of the bits off. I’ve just tried to be up front about everything to her I guess…
I did end the note with “I’ll probably avoid you for the rest of college after this embarrassing note” 😭🤣 and I started it with “people leave when I open up to much so if you don’t want to see my face again or speak to me after then I don’t mind” 😅
I can’t show a picture here either because it would be against guidelines even if I blurred some of the bits off. I’ve just tried to be up front about everything to her I guess…
I did end the note with “I’ll probably avoid you for the rest of college after this embarrassing note” 😭🤣 and I started it with “people leave when I open up to much so if you don’t want to see my face again or speak to me after then I don’t mind” 😅
Want to hurt me… go ahead
Wish to bully me…I’m used to it
Want to talk crap about me…go on then
Want to make me cry…feel free
Wish to bully me…I’m used to it
Want to talk crap about me…go on then
Want to make me cry…feel free
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