Woke up on the emotional side of the bed I guess

Rose113

Woke up feel so grumpy and on the verge of tears, I didn’t want to go into college today because there’s no way I’ll be able to hold it in without breaking down in tears weather that’s maths or media, might just have to have my headphones on all day and hope for the best and not talk to anyone.

Just want all this crap in my life to go away and so I can start recovery again but at the moment nothing is getting me out of this pain and it’s horrible, absolutely fucking horrible 😭😭😭

Lucy_21

I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way right now hon and I know you don’t believe me but there must be a time you will start your recovery and be glad you made it through this

Here for you hon forever and always ❤️❤️

Azziman

Hey @Rose113, sorry to hear that you've had an emotionally difficult day, and having a hard time lately too. Just checking in on how you got on today? We're here to listen to you and support you through this

Sian321

Hey @Rose113, how did college go today? It's exhausting when you feel like you could completely fall apart, and yet, you have to hold everything in.

I know you're coping with so much right now, and as you said, I can imagine its overwhelming when your recovery is on pause again. I want to say that it's okay for recovery not to be linear, but then I hear that it's NOT okay right now - you're in so much pain, and you just want it to stop.

Using your headphones today at college sounds like a good way to take that pressure off yourself to be socialising or putting on a brave face. It takes so much energy to go about our day-to-day when it feels like the whole world is falling apart around us. You're doing the very best you can. And that is so much more than enough.

Sending hugs, @Rose113