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Why am I the problem

Rose113Rose113 Community Connector Posts: 3,578 Community Veteran
in Health & Wellbeing
I really hate myself and who I am as a person im such a crap person and not loved or anything, why can’t I just have a mum that loves me, am I not lovable, do I not deserve to be loved, think I’m an imposter in this world, an annoying, worthless, nuisance. No one wants me, no one loves me, I’m just alone but maybe I deserve that, maybe I deserve everything that has happened to me, I deserve it all. Why was I born when I’m like this, when no one knows how to love me or no one wants to love me :(

I’m sorry :(
Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.

Comments

  • Lucy_21Lucy_21 Posts: 245 Trailblazer
    I do love you hon you’re an amazing friend and definitely the best one I’ve made this year. My life has definitely changed for the better with you in it ❤️❤️
  • briannatbriannat Inactive Posts: 114 The Mix Convert
    Hello @Rose113 <3
    I can hear how relentless those thoughts are for you right now <3 you are so loved I promise you that. Our minds have this terrible way of convincing us that nobody cares and it makes us feel so much worse. You're not alone and I hope you continue to find moments of connection during these low moments.

    I know it's been only a day but how are you now?
  • Rose113Rose113 Community Connector Posts: 3,578 Community Veteran
    edited December 2024
    @briannat mum has made it clear she doesn’t love me :/ she made that clear yesterday :(

    I feel so crap today
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • Lucy_21Lucy_21 Posts: 245 Trailblazer
    She might not hon wich makes her disgusting and I have no shame in saying so and I know it’s hard to love but don’t focus on who doesn’t care about you when they have made it obvious and focus on those that do. You don’t deserve that pain and negativity ❤️❤️
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