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I miss you šŸ’”

Rose113Rose113 Community Champion Posts: 2,436 Boards Champion
TW// mentions of suicide and grief
ā€¦emotional letter


Hi *name*ā€¦

Todays the day you lost your life in 2021 and this day never gets easier, itā€™s been so many long and painful birthdays without you here šŸ’” the world was so cruel to you and you should still be here with me. We planned to grow old together but the world had other plans. Iā€™m so so sorry for what they did to you and Iā€™m really sorry I didnā€™t see the signs. I would do anything to bring you back, to be able to speak to you again, to be able to have one last hug, one last text šŸ˜­. It should of been me that died that day, not you šŸ’”

Iā€™ll never forget all the fun times we had and how many tears we cried. The very last thing you told me was ā€œcontinue to make me proudā€ ever since that day Iā€™ve done everything I possibly could. I wish there was a sign that your still with me even whilst your up in the sky.

I miss you Angel šŸ„ŗ love you forever girly šŸ«¶šŸ»ā¤ļø
Want to hurt meā€¦ go ahead
Wish to bully meā€¦Iā€™m used to it
Want to talk crap about meā€¦go on then
Want to make me cryā€¦feel free

Comments

  • independent_independent_ Community Champion Posts: 9,016 Supreme Poster
    this was really sad to read. Iā€™m so sorry about your friend. Take care of yourself today <3
    ā€œSometimes the people around you wonā€™t understand your journey. They donā€™t need to, itā€™s not for them.ā€
  • ellaella Community Manager Posts: 275 The Mix Regular
    edited September 14
    @Rose113 Iā€™m so sorry to hear that today is a difficult day for you. Itā€™s clear that your friend meant a lot to you, and itā€™s wonderful that youā€™re taking the time to express your feelings. Writing letters like this can be a powerful way to process emotions and honor the memory of loved ones <3

    I hope you find comfort in knowing that your feelings are valid and that this person will always be with you in memory.
    If you need someone to talk to, remember Cruse is a great charity to use if you want to process and understand your grief- they have a helpline and also offer in-person support- https://www.cruse.org.uk/get-support/local-services/
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