Crash after results

Chloe234

I don't think anyone talks about the complete crash after getting your results. Idk it's just the complete fall after it. Like yeah I got into my course, yeah I got decent grades and on the nose part was happy with all but maybe one or 2 grades but what about the girl who spent hours sat awake at night trying to get in a little more revision because she was scared to dissapoint everyone. What about the countless hours when no matter how tired or mentally defeated I was I still stayed there doing sometimes up to 13 - 15 hours of revision a day. What about the girl who broke down after every exam scared sick about dissapointing her family? Is that all just the past? Is that all nothing now?

What about how much it hurt when my dad just posted my results on Facebook for everyone to see before you could tell them and boasts about how proud he is that I passed everything yet when I told him I had failed English Lit you could tell the instant dissapointment by how he changed his tone and didn't say anything to comfort me altho I was clearly upset. What about how I completely broke down when opening my results yet he stood and watched while my friends comforted me. What about how he gave me a small hug which felt forced yet gave my friend a bigger and more meaningful hug as if it was her who was his daughter

I am fucking proud of my results because I shouldn't have even been alive yet I was because I thought that little bit harder.

toffuna101

13-15 hours of revision a day? damn you must have been revising hard. well done for passing all of your gcses, its no easy feat. well done as well for getting into your chosen course. luckily you dont have to resit english literature. @Chloe234

amy02

Hey @Chloe234 congratulations you should be so proud of yourself for getting those grades with everything else going on All of us here are definitely proud of you! Sorry to hear about your dad and feeling a bit down after getting them - it can certainly feel like a big build up Have you done anything nice to relax or celebrate your achievements? You've worked really really hard and definitely deserve to recognise all those hours you put in and everything you've been through.
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Laura_tigger82

We are proud of you @Chloe234 - we know how hard you fought! However, hope you can get some rest in now. We also recognise how much of you this took to keep yourself afloat during these exams. Have you got any restful summer plans?