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I hate my obessesion (TW: kink)
Amy22
Posts: 4,631 The Mix Elder
I hate the fact that i read devinart TF stories and blueberry tf stories as well. They feel explicit and today i did it again. I just feel like its weird I like this.
Just a person who likes pop culture and films
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Oh um well I have this *interest* of mine which I had for a very long time. It goes back well its a long story . When I was a kid I loved the film Charlie and the Chocolate Factory the 2005 version of course. So there's this scene where one of the characters eats this gum and turns into a giant blueberry. I kind of found it very fascinating at first. Later on I would found out that the art website called deviant would have stories and fanart based on blueberry inflation basically. I don't know what it is that makes me feel good looking at it really. Maybe it's the obscure bodies or descriptions. I then got into other tf (transformation fic stories like animals and body changing and swapping, other ones as well). At some point I felt perverted and weird because I just felt like some weirdo who felt like a creep reading these horfic stories. Maybe I found comfort in it. I've always said I felt more like I had extra testerone in me sometimes. So yeah that's basically my story *sigh* 😟😟. Again, sorry for the rant it's probably a super long story which wouldn't fit all onto this page really.
I'm hearing that you're really struggling with this right now, but I want to reassure you that you are not horrible or disgusting or weird for having kinks and it is really normal to feel embarrassed or even ashamed of your kinks, especially for women and non-binary folk. This kind of sexual shame is generally ingrained in us from a very young age. We often internalise this shame and carry it with us through all our early sexual experiences!
Kinks are a fun and playful way to explore our sexuality, and as long as they are safe and consensual, they are perfectly okay! The more we normalise them, the more we can get from writing our own sexual journeys!
While you might feel really isolated with this right now, kinks are a lot more common than you might think but a lot of people hide them out of fear of being judged. There are actually a lot of accredited sex educators who talk about kink and it might be really beneficial for you to give them a follow!
Milly Evans
HERE is a link to their book
Ruby Rare
HERE is a link to her book
Eva Bloom
Em Cheeky
We are always here to listen, Amy- please reach out any time
Always here for you,
Hugs,
Amy22