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It's funny (TW)

Rose113Rose113 Community Champion Posts: 2,616 Boards Guru
in Health & Wellbeing
It's funny how you can be wanted by your parents. It's funny how parents can choose to have you and love you. it's funny how you can be a mistake from your parents fooling around as teens or whateva.

It's funny how my parents made another kid (me) just to piss social services off because they told them they can't have more kids. It's funny how my parents can run away from social services but then when they get found and I get removed then they don't care. It's funny how my parents can have 5 chances of getting me back but still never tried. It's funny how my parents prefered alcohol and shit rather than there monster of a daughter. It's funny how my parents probably new that I'd grow up to be a monster. It's funny how I'm not a mistake or wanted. It's funny how I'm just ✨ unwanted ✨. It's funny how my parents just wanted me dead as a baby. It's funny how my parents only wanted my brothers. It's funny how my parents never wanted to get in contact with me. It's funny how my dad is dead. It's funny how I'm so pathetic and still alive. It's so fucking funny 🙄🙄🙄
Want to hurt me… go ahead
Wish to bully me…I’m used to it
Want to talk crap about me…go on then
Want to make me cry…feel free

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  • Laura_tigger82Laura_tigger82 Moderator Posts: 5,307 Part of The Furniture
    You have done well to share this with us @River. I can hear how you just wish they cared more, above all else. You matter and your thoughts and feelings are valid. What makes you think you are a monster and pathetic?

    We can see many positive traits in you, even if you can't see your positive traits and wish you just were wanted by your parents. This is more of a reflection of your parents than you as a person. We are proud of you for keeping going even when it is really tough - keep putting one foot in front of the other <3
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  • Rose113Rose113 Community Champion Posts: 2,616 Boards Guru
    @Laura_tigger82 because it's true I've been a monster my whole life and everyone knows I'm pathetic
    Want to hurt me… go ahead
    Wish to bully me…I’m used to it
    Want to talk crap about me…go on then
    Want to make me cry…feel free
  • Laura_tigger82Laura_tigger82 Moderator Posts: 5,307 Part of The Furniture
    We don't believe either of those @River, even if that is how you are feeling. Other than contact with your parents and wanting (and deserving) to be wanted by your parents, what might help this to feel more manageable for you at the moment? We are here with you
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  • Rose113Rose113 Community Champion Posts: 2,616 Boards Guru
    @Laura_tigger82 idk :/
    Want to hurt me… go ahead
    Wish to bully me…I’m used to it
    Want to talk crap about me…go on then
    Want to make me cry…feel free
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