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Almost 3 years since my uncle died

DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,721 Master Poster
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"There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
"The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
"I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ AnonymousΒ 

Comments

  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Aww, I'm so sorry to hear this :-(

    I can really hear how much you love and miss him. It's understandable that you're feeling like this.

    I think your uncle would be proud of you. And it's lovely to remember and adore him like you are.

    Thinking of you and sending big hugs <3
  • DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,721 Master Poster
    Aww, I'm so sorry to hear this :-(

    I can really hear how much you love and miss him. It's understandable that you're feeling like this.

    I think your uncle would be proud of you. And it's lovely to remember and adore him like you are.

    Thinking of you and sending big hugs <3
    Thanks so much hun. Sending hugs back to you. He would have been so proud of me if he heard the poem I wrote in his memory in October. It won the class poetry competition which was a real surprise. Also the whole class (including the teacher) were trying so hard not to cry. I felt so bad that people were feeling like that but I understand why.Β 
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ AnonymousΒ 
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