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Went to my doctors appointment but it was fucking pointless, they booked it as something else 🤦♀️ what a waste of time
I have to bury my trauma deeper and try to forget about my trauma I’m going to shut down until I can find the strength to deal with all these painful emotions on my own again I’m going to put up my front again and try my best to be cruel and mean it keeps me safe from anymore hurt.
I’m not sure why, but I find in the past few months/year I’ve started to really dislike meeting new people and talking to people I don’t know. It’s because I constantly feel drained afterwards because I feel I’ve had to put on an act and every time I do, I feel fake and like I’m not being genuine. I only really do this…
I dont know why I’m even making this. I have other stuff to reply to but I have no energy or motivation. Everything just feels so pointless. I’ve just found out I might not get the support I need at uni because the government or whoever it is don’t fund the thing that I need anymore. I literally can’t access the course. I…
I often feel a lot of self hatred towards myself especially if lose my temper or accidentally hurt someone. I hurt people more on accident then on purpose. It is not abuse but accidentally elbowing or that kind of stuff when play fighting. And I have only told one person but that person ended the friendship that I had with…
Everything hidden in a spoiler is probably triggering and is related to self harm I did my first counselling session today and the lady was so nice but I completely shut down and kept it’s not a new thing for me I’ve done it in the past when I did counselling elsewhere but it was never picked up on but the lady saw it and…
I’m too exhausted to bother anymore, just going back to bottling it all up. It’s easier and it’s for the best no one needs to hear my pathetic nonsense
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