I just live in a world where I’ve always been this curse and been shown that I am a monster that causes bad things maybe that’s why I spiral in silence and close my feelings off to prevent people from knowing who they really are speaking with, I find it so easy to put on this front and act like nothing bothers me when most…
hey🙂 soo for several years now i’ve struggled with feeling unwell frequently, dizziness, feeling faint, feeling weak etc but of course all doctors want to do is completely dismiss it all. i have been told it’s all imaginary, it’s just in my head, it’s not real idk how many times now. the last time i attempted to get…
TW// heavy vent and suicide reference!!!! I tried to make out in circle that I’d be okay tonight so no one had to worry or waste time on me but honestly I’m here just sobbing on my floor blasting sad songs. Suicide is wrong but I’m just genuinely feeling so low tonight after bottling things up for so long and then early I…
I’m safe before anyone asks but as I was packing the car to go on holiday (we have set off now) I felt something and it might of just been me overthinking but I’m really scared that it’s happened again and I don’t want to tell my mum because I don’t want to ruin the holiday. I told 2 of my friends but they just laughed and…
All my parents can see is what I can’t do. They’re never happy with my achievements or anything, they just want more more more. I don’t know why I try so hard, when I know deep down I’ll absolutely never be enough for them, no matter what I do. I feel so worthless. I think they regret having me. I don’t get why that’s my…
I spent the entirety of Tuesday from around 8am through to the evening and until I slept in tears. I was crying the entire time I was in school, it was humiliating I just wanted to end my life there and then, and my teachers are trying so hard to help me it's embarrassing and I'm wasting their time. Wednesday and Thursday…
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The past couple weeks haven't great for me, my hopes of getting a full-time job are gone out of the window for now, seeming as I can barely do basic tasks around the house. I've got my family and faith that help me when It gets tough. It's a shame there is no treatment for the condition, but hopefully soon there will be.…
I look at my friends and think there stunning yet at 18 I look and dress like a 10 year old :/ I don’t know how to be pretty, people tell me I have a perfect body yet then why is my stomach big even tho I hardly eat? I hide behind my glasses daily and I wear make up but still I can’t be pretty at all and I hate it, I live…
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