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So I’ve always struggled mentally and had really extreme emotions for most of my life. I’ve said this before but some days I can feel suicidal and like my life doesn’t matter and then other days it could be the complete opposite, I could feel insanely productive and like I could accomplish anything in the planet for it to…
I've had teachers who I thought were close to me but then I realized they were laughing at me. For example, in college I had a learning facilitator who seemed nice at first. I thought she genuinely cared and wasn’t just doing her job for the money but then I caught her chuckling at me and it felt like she wasn’t sincere. I…
hey🙂 i just had an appointment with a doctor that id never seen before, i didn’t have high hopes given all my experiences so far but she was actually super lovely and genuinely did listen to what i had to say - appointments are meant to be 10 minutes, she gave me 34 whole minutes of her time wow the outcome is she’s…
I’m still refusing to accept that I’m not okay but as I’m feeling off today I’m going to take Barney for a walk and get some nice pictures today I think, I got myself dressed as soon as I woke up and made myself feel pretty (sad ik)
havent posted on here in a few weeks but thats bc i feel like all i do is bother ppl and that my issues arent bad enough for me to constantly post on here but everything is seeming to becoming worse in past few weeks. just need to get everything off my chest in the past few weeks. found out im needing surgery and its…
I just live in a world where I’ve always been this curse and been shown that I am a monster that causes bad things maybe that’s why I spiral in silence and close my feelings off to prevent people from knowing who they really are speaking with, I find it so easy to put on this front and act like nothing bothers me when most…
hey🙂 soo for several years now i’ve struggled with feeling unwell frequently, dizziness, feeling faint, feeling weak etc but of course all doctors want to do is completely dismiss it all. i have been told it’s all imaginary, it’s just in my head, it’s not real idk how many times now. the last time i attempted to get…
TW// heavy vent and suicide reference!!!! I tried to make out in circle that I’d be okay tonight so no one had to worry or waste time on me but honestly I’m here just sobbing on my floor blasting sad songs. Suicide is wrong but I’m just genuinely feeling so low tonight after bottling things up for so long and then early I…
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