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Im going downhill
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ok i'd say a 2 years ago i was such a good little boy, my only real vice was alcohol (apart from the odd pill every 4 months).
Now i look back on friday:
- 2 pints (pre club drinky phoos)
- 7 pills (2xdouble drop, 1xtriple drop)
- 1/2g ket (all night)
- tab of acid (beginning of night)
- skunk (half way thru night)
WTF am i doing here. I love going out and just raving, dancing is my passion. I like to get cybered up and give it some. So imagine the horror at my own self for being so messy that i spent 7 hours melted in to one of the corridors in camden palace, tripping the fuck out. I mean it was a funny as fook night but i've had to reasses(sp?) my life because i can see myself going in a downward spiral of drugs esp where ket is concerned.
Also the day after i've never felt so sketchy, i felt so paranoid and i couldnt even stop myself, plus i couldnt even hold a conversation with anyone because my mind was so slow.
I think the weekend has shown me that its about time i started being a bit more responsible.
But like moth from human traffic, ill probably think "fuck it" and get spangled yet again. Damn drugs mess with your will power i tell ya.
Now i look back on friday:
- 2 pints (pre club drinky phoos)
- 7 pills (2xdouble drop, 1xtriple drop)
- 1/2g ket (all night)
- tab of acid (beginning of night)
- skunk (half way thru night)
WTF am i doing here. I love going out and just raving, dancing is my passion. I like to get cybered up and give it some. So imagine the horror at my own self for being so messy that i spent 7 hours melted in to one of the corridors in camden palace, tripping the fuck out. I mean it was a funny as fook night but i've had to reasses(sp?) my life because i can see myself going in a downward spiral of drugs esp where ket is concerned.
Also the day after i've never felt so sketchy, i felt so paranoid and i couldnt even stop myself, plus i couldnt even hold a conversation with anyone because my mind was so slow.
I think the weekend has shown me that its about time i started being a bit more responsible.
But like moth from human traffic, ill probably think "fuck it" and get spangled yet again. Damn drugs mess with your will power i tell ya.
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If you are serious about moderating your drug intake it may help to talk to someone about developing some strategies to steel your willpower a bit. You could try Lifeline - 0161 392 054, or Release - 020 7729 9904.
Anyone else have any useful ideas?
After reading that im never gonna post the copious amounts I take on a night out!
well what is the most copious amount?
multiple copious's i think. and a few sheckles and a firkin thrown in.
yes please do, then i can stop feeling so guilty.
Well its not so often now, it used to be every weekend but ive calmed down loads.
I used to get through about :
3.5g of ket
1/8 of base
20-25 pills
14 pints of Stella
xxx amount of Skunk and resin
Gram of coke
Bag of mushies
then id end it in the pub on a Sunday night.
I am a bit of a drug bin with a unusually high tolerance, id go all weekend without sleeping too.
Ive grown up a lot now and have far too many responsibilities to do it now :rolleyes:
This is all subject to memory...
Like you mentioned, people have different reactions and tolerances to drugs and if you have had a bad comedown or it feels like you have taken too much then you probably have, no matter how much your mates have had.