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I wont say ecstacy, because most pills are a whole lump of randomness, so i mean pills here...
ive had enough of them, theyve really taken their toll. I dont even know why i take them anymore, at raves i have them because i dont drink and i cant stay awake all night unless im on something.
But i was at a house party on saturday night and took some pink HDs felt crap all night. I dont like the buzz, i dont like not being in control, i dont like being monged and they dont make me happy. They used to take all my cares away, now they just magnify my problems... i really HATE them. Why do i still do them? just arghhhh.
Think i may be taking up speed now! I quit but dreaming of the stuff now!!!
ive had enough of them, theyve really taken their toll. I dont even know why i take them anymore, at raves i have them because i dont drink and i cant stay awake all night unless im on something.
But i was at a house party on saturday night and took some pink HDs felt crap all night. I dont like the buzz, i dont like not being in control, i dont like being monged and they dont make me happy. They used to take all my cares away, now they just magnify my problems... i really HATE them. Why do i still do them? just arghhhh.
Think i may be taking up speed now! I quit but dreaming of the stuff now!!!
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As to why I still do them, I use them so infrequently, 4 or 5 times a year that I dont have a nasty effects at all really. Plus because I always buy from people I know they are always good.
I dont get a come down off pills at all anymore, that seemed to be the only drug where i dont feel some effect the next day, which was why it was so appealing.
At least pills are another drug to cross off my list ay?!
I'd say trying to move from one to another isnt best option.
I felt like that about 5 months ago, I didn't just get bored of the drugs, i got bored of every single weekend being based on clubbing and being off my tits. I chnaged my lifestyle to a certain extent! Started doing different things. Started going to the cinema and theatre, meals and just going rounds a few bars, then home! I still adore clibbing but it tends to be once a month 9not religiously but you get my drift), and thats the only time i take drugs now. But when i do, i really do! I still go to festivals, and got back from ibiza 3 weeks ago, took them all day everyday over there! I do still love the scene, but got bored of it all the time. When i take drugs now and have a big clubbing night out i enjoy it so much more than when i used to be wired very single weekend! My employer has noticed a more proactve approach from me as well, i didn't realise how bad i was until i started waking up on a monday morning being able to face the challenges of teh day witha possitive approach!