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Not the best worded post, but here goes anway...
When on pills, or any of the drugs considered to be 'harder', do any of you receive, for want of a better word, disaproving, or dirty looks from people?
If so, and you get quite a few people doing it, do you become slightly paranoid?
Or am I just imagining it all?
When on pills, or any of the drugs considered to be 'harder', do any of you receive, for want of a better word, disaproving, or dirty looks from people?
If so, and you get quite a few people doing it, do you become slightly paranoid?
Or am I just imagining it all?
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I walked into a room full of people, absolutely off my tits. People looked round from their conversations to see who just came in (me) with a smile on their face, presumably from the conversations. When they noticed how fucked I looked they kinda shook their heads, and turned back to their convos with a look of disgust.
Imagine a room full of 20 odd people doing this to you at once, when you're accompanied only by your own drug fuelled paranoia.
It called for a sharp exit anyway
The thing is, the people don't seem to have time for you when they notice you're on something.
Forgive my dodgy analogy, but it's as if they look upon you as contageous or something, and they'll say anything to try and get you to go away.
Kiezo i know exactly what your talking about! :yes:
I have experienced this on many occasions and now its a very rare occurance i can go clubbing whilst pilled up and actually feel 100% comftable in my surroundings unless i`ve taken shit hot pills.
There are people who will take you as you are but in my experience i`d say i`ve had a lot of looks of disgust especially after i`ve triple dropped or something. It`s even worse when you have several bouncers watching you as well but i find that funny to talk about afterwards. (i never carry any in anymore i always drop before i go inside)
In my local club i always tend to stay in the hard trance/hard house room so i`m basically with my own kind because in the other room is RnB so i doubt the girls would have much time for me pilled up in there!
I dont know how often or how long you have been doing pills for but normally when you start having nights out like that it starts to go down hill from there.
ive been on both sides. now i only take things with other people who are on them or on my own cause its no fun being the only one who's wasted and it just irritates everyone else.
I had the worst paranoid experience a few months ago. I went to antiworld with this girl who I'd only met once before and her mates and we were all getting on fine until I asked her if she had a boyfriend (only innocently of course) and she said no but she wasn't looking. I got really paranoid after that and spent about two hours in her house afterwards just sitting on a sofa not saying a word to anyone cos I thought they all hated me but I was too fucked to leave.
I will have a bit of coke when out with 'straight' mates, if only to piss them off that you're drinking them under the table!
To be honest though, I normaly dont get worried for myself, or paranoid in that sense, I always find I'm worrying about the people I'm with, to make sure they are ok.
I got really paranoid at my first rave. Not a good experience.
Also, aniother point, not much to do with this really, but in sixth form on monday they showed the Leah Betts (sp?) video... and that DID make me feel paraoid, as I was sitting in with the other people, felt like everyone was looking at me in disgust.. it also kinda freeked me out, although I know she drank too much and stuff, but still, its scary.
Anyway, sorry for going off the original point.
i was about 14 or 15 when leah betts died, and heard it all at school. But now that i know so much more about ecstacy her parents annoy me. Every time there is a story in the paper about ecstacy they've got a comment in there. the fact is leah betts drank too much water. if everyone was better educated people wouldn't die (or less would). if (if only) it was legalised, there'd but no dangerous pills with poison and shit in them!
just my rant that i would have tried pills sooner if i'd been given a more balanced view, rather than if you do ecstacy you're likely to die.
it's been going round in my head for ages, i had to say it somewhere:rolleyes:
However they are not as dangerous as some people claim and with the right precations they can be made safer.
Plus I dont want to be an old git but if your still in sixth form should you be doing pills?
To my mind anything other than puff should be left till over 18.
Anyway, enough said by me
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