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  • SupernovaSupernova Posts: 112 The Mix Convert
    Been anxious af lately. Don't know what I'm doing. Hope others are okay.
    independent_GreenTea
  • ShaunieShaunie 🌸 Posts: 12,466 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    edited April 5
    (The link is a of oxygen monitor)
    Convo with my family

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  • ShaunieShaunie 🌸 Posts: 12,466 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Shitttt I am online gambling oh no. I haven’t done this before I’m scared. But I’ve already deposited £30
    .
    independent_
  • ShaunieShaunie 🌸 Posts: 12,466 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    And I’m a few minutes I just lost £30
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    independent_
  • ShaunieShaunie 🌸 Posts: 12,466 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Fuck my life
    .
    independent_
  • ShaunieShaunie 🌸 Posts: 12,466 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    I played black jack and the demo was a lot easier
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    independent_
  • ShaunieShaunie 🌸 Posts: 12,466 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    edited April 6
    I feel like I need to try to win my money back but I think I’ll just lose more money

    £30 lesson I guess and a fit of curiosity
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    independent_
  • ShaunieShaunie 🌸 Posts: 12,466 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    edited April 6
    Saw my gp about my wound and my breathing. Said my wound needs regular checking and will need the dressing changed again on Friday


    She checked my breathing and said it does seem like I’m not breathing in enough air when listening to my breathing

    Prescribed me with a peak flow thingy as they’re not allowed to do them at the clinic atm due to covid. Said I should keep track of it and I can’t remember how many times I need to. Hopefully it says it on the prescription
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    independent_Apollo
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 10,872 An Original Mixlorian
    Facing redundancy at one of my jobs. I'm really really hoping I don't Lose this position

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    independent_
  • ShaunieShaunie 🌸 Posts: 12,466 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    It’s a sad day. Cant go swimming til my wound heals.
    My gp is changing my dressing now and she said I can’t get it wet
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    independent_
  • ShaunieShaunie 🌸 Posts: 12,466 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    edited April 6
    Omg can book swimming now and I want to book it 😢😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭omg so tempting. I could just slowly take it off and put it back on and she might not notice. Ugh. I don’t know even know what stuff they put on it. Omg. I’ve been looking forward to this
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    independent_
  • Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Posts: 1,245 Wise Owl
    Shush voices. Getting a little bit bugged from the non stop noise. There's is no stress like bpd stress. Tap tap tap.


    Anch0r33independent_
  • Anch0r33Anch0r33 Posts: 894 Part of The Mix Family
    I keep reading over the letters, it's like an obsession. The ones I wrote on my post. I'm doing everything I can to get over everything but I can't help but think about every single thing that could've potentially made my life better.

    Every version of my life goes over and over and over again in my head. I try to lose myself in watching TV shows but I end up losing the motivation to do anything else.

    I'm stuck in some sort of fantasy world and it hurts when I'm not there.
    👁️👄👁️
    independent_Salix_alba_2019Liam
  • _Tech_Addict_Girl_Tech_Addict_Girl Posts: 916 Part of The Mix Family
    When your health anxiety messes you up 😓
    independent_Salix_alba_2019Liam
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,852 Community Veteran
    Anxiety has Literally flared out of no where . Can’t breathe , shakey , can’t stop scratching my head and feel like I’m on the verge of death
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    independent_LiamSalix_alba_2019
  • independent_independent_ Resident Coffee Addict ScotlandPosts: 6,187 Master Poster
    Sending big hugs @Millie2787 anxiety is the worst hope it settles soon <3
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
  • ShaunieShaunie 🌸 Posts: 12,466 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    edited April 7
    Must be pretty accurate for them both to say the same BPM

    I’ve got a headache maybe why it’s quite low

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    Edit
    Re did it just to see cause quite low. Gone even lower

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    independent_LiamMel_
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,852 Community Veteran
    Litreally cannot stop shaking :(
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    independent_LiamSalix_alba_2019ShaunieLorryTruckMel_
  • independent_independent_ Resident Coffee Addict ScotlandPosts: 6,187 Master Poster
    Feeling pretty low today. I'm really tired too which isnt helping
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
    GreenTeaLiamAnch0r33Salix_alba_2019ShaunieLorryTruckMel_
  • Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Posts: 1,245 Wise Owl
    Dr has decided to increase my meds 3 times the amount what I'm on after being honest about how I was doing.

    I wish there was a way so that people could experience how truely aweful people make you feel in relation to your race and watch it happen across multiple institutions and settings. I am broken and I am traumatised from the things I have seen and heard but most of all I am hurt.

    The day I kill myself will be the day that I'll be at peace. I can't survive any longer in this skin.
    independent_Millie2787GreenTeaLorryTruckawesomeminecraft6789Mel_Anch0r33
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 10,872 An Original Mixlorian
    Pretty sure I've got an infection wound... Also feel like I'm running myself into a burn out. This week should of been my week off and I've worked every day this week. I feel so tired mentally and physically

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    LorryTruckindependent_Mel_Anch0r33
  • LorryTruckLorryTruck EnglandPosts: 250 The Mix Regular
    ugh
    Can you medicate me
    Can you feel my pulse
    I'm too far to find me
    I'm too numb to feel these broken bones   
     
    If these scars could speak 
    You would hear my hell 
    And all the lies I use to save myself
    If these scars could speak 
    You would know my pain 
    And all the demons hiding in my rage
                                                                              If these scars could speak - Citizen Soldier
    independent_Mel_Anch0r33
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 10,872 An Original Mixlorian
    I'm sorry you feel the need to put me down, I'm sorry you feel the need to be so vile about me behind my back. I'm sorry you felt the need to wish me dead on multiple occasions..
    Only 2 more weeks till you move out for good.

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    LorryTruckindependent_Mel_Anch0r33
  • LorryTruckLorryTruck EnglandPosts: 250 The Mix Regular
    why am i so terrified of road accidents?
    Can you medicate me
    Can you feel my pulse
    I'm too far to find me
    I'm too numb to feel these broken bones   
     
    If these scars could speak 
    You would hear my hell 
    And all the lies I use to save myself
    If these scars could speak 
    You would know my pain 
    And all the demons hiding in my rage
                                                                              If these scars could speak - Citizen Soldier
    independent_Mel_Anch0r33
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 10,872 An Original Mixlorian
    Finally got a diagnosis for my stomach issues... downside.. even more medication

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    independent_LorryTruckMel_Anch0r33
  • ShaunieShaunie 🌸 Posts: 12,466 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Literally shattered
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    independent_Mel_Anch0r33
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 10,872 An Original Mixlorian
    My arse is bruised because I thought it be great to join the kiddos going down the slide (friends kids, not some random kids).. I flung myself down the slide like a penguin on ice and fell off the end right onto a rock.

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    Mel_independent_Anch0r33
  • Mel_Mel_ Posts: 235 Trailblazer
    edited April 15
    i'm honestly at a loss. I feel like this is the lowest I've ever been in my life and I'm almost fighting on a daily basis to keep myself safe and I'm struggling. I called CMHT today and they said they would get back to me before 5pm with an update on my care/plan....and I've heard nothing again. I'm being failed and honestly, I feel like I've been left to more or less die. I don't know how much longer I can keep trying to survive. After the a&e visit on Tuesday I actually feel worse and been left with no support going forward.
    independent_Anch0r33Salix_alba_2019Shaunie
  • Anch0r33Anch0r33 Posts: 894 Part of The Mix Family
    Managed to stave my big toe playing football with the kids and my bf. Well done me. Ngl it hurts like a b*tch :flushed:
    👁️👄👁️
    independent_Mel_
  • ShaunieShaunie 🌸 Posts: 12,466 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Just woke up from a dream that I was on a bus and it went of the road and was clearly going to crash and then it went into a river and I didn’t wake up straight away as normal dreams there was like a bit of a weird nothingness in the dream
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    Anch0r33independent_LorryTruck
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