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[OLD] The 'I need a hug' thread - please read first post before posting :)

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  • Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Deactivated Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster
    GreenTea said:
    I really need a blood test. This constant physically exhaustion just isn't ok
    Same here, even walking is tiring 😢
  • GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    GreenTea said:
    I really need a blood test. This constant physically exhaustion just isn't ok
    Same here, even walking is tiring 😢

    Honestly today i feel like I'm just dragging myself around and I can't stand up for long, I feel like I could drop to sleep at any second.. constantly
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    GreenTea said:
    GreenTea said:
    I really need a blood test. This constant physically exhaustion just isn't ok
    Same here, even walking is tiring 😢

    Honestly today i feel like I'm just dragging myself around and I can't stand up for long, I feel like I could drop to sleep at any second.. constantly
    Same three
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Deactivated Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster
    Feeling a bit sad and guilty for various reasons. 

  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    edited July 2020
    Visit from the police 💩
    I’ve only spoke to the mix today groupChat.  so guessing it was that. (Hope can say that ) could of atleast warned  me.😶 spoke to me outside and then spoke family about me. 
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    edited July 2020
    My mum spoke about herself to the police😂 So typical   Now police have gone they don’t show they care the slightest

    he took away the stuff I brought today. Which costs money for fuck sake

    and I wasn’t wearing make up. Felt horrible and naked
    Post edited by Siena on
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    edited July 2020
    Forget it. I don't matter and nobody would even notice I'm gone. 
    Post edited by GreenTea on
  • GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    I text shout and had no reply since I responded to question what's on your mind
  • GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Finally got s repsonse and spoke for 50 minutes. Came up with a plan to get me through the next couple days. 
    I'm exhausted.
    I think I need to try and sleep
  • StarlightStarlight Posts: 1,436 Wise Owl
    I just couldn’t muster up the energy today. I feel exhausted and every little part or my body aches. My head hurts and I’m just so done I don’t see the point in forcing myself out of bed and getting changed. I just needed a break from classes this morning. I hope my dance teacher isn’t annoyed or mad at me.
    “I got you, moonlight, you're my starlight
    I need you all night, come on, dance with me”

    * Shine like the star you are! *
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    Omg I feel awful
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    All I want is sleep. I want to text shout again but is it to much to reach out when I only spoke to them at 4am?
  • GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Is it too needy to reach out to SHOUT again?
    I'm really struggling
  • DandelionDandelion Posts: 1,911 Extreme Poster
    GreenTea said:
    Is it too needy to reach out to SHOUT again?
    I'm really struggling
    You shouldn’t ever feel bad for using it, it’s there to help you x
    The steps you take don’t need to be big, they just need to take you in the right direction. 
  • GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Dandelion said:
    GreenTea said:
    Is it too needy to reach out to SHOUT again?
    I'm really struggling
    You shouldn’t ever feel bad for using it, it’s there to help you x


    I guess. I reached out to them early hours of this morning. Just feels like I'm being needy and don't walk anyone to attack me for over using it 
    I've been really open about reaching out because I'm trying to convince myself that it doesn't make me weak
  • DandelionDandelion Posts: 1,911 Extreme Poster
    GreenTea said:
    Dandelion said:
    GreenTea said:
    Is it too needy to reach out to SHOUT again?
    I'm really struggling
    You shouldn’t ever feel bad for using it, it’s there to help you x


    I guess. I reached out to them early hours of this morning. Just feels like I'm being needy and don't walk anyone to attack me for over using it 
    I've been really open about reaching out because I'm trying to convince myself that it doesn't make me weak
    It definitely does not make you weak, you’re so brave for reaching out. Sometimes you need to just talk to someone about things and that’s okay to do no matter how often you have to x
    The steps you take don’t need to be big, they just need to take you in the right direction. 
  • GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Dandelion said:
    GreenTea said:
    Dandelion said:
    GreenTea said:
    Is it too needy to reach out to SHOUT again?
    I'm really struggling
    You shouldn’t ever feel bad for using it, it’s there to help you x


    I guess. I reached out to them early hours of this morning. Just feels like I'm being needy and don't walk anyone to attack me for over using it 
    I've been really open about reaching out because I'm trying to convince myself that it doesn't make me weak
    It definitely does not make you weak, you’re so brave for reaching out. Sometimes you need to just talk to someone about things and that’s okay to do no matter how often you have to x

    Thank you. I don't feel brave. Just feel weak 
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    Really bad thoughts
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,740 Master Poster
    Stuff has been going on inside my head which keeps on bothering me.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    @Salix_alba_2019
    relapse is apart of recovering <3


    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Deactivated Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster
    Awwww thank you for this @Shaunie ❤️🙏
  • GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Urges are high

    TW-ed

    So I replaced the battery in my scales because I just couldn't cope without it. Now I'm more obsessed than I was before 😣😣😣😣😣 really struggling with all this

  • StarlightStarlight Posts: 1,436 Wise Owl
    My mum was taking about self harm and stuff. Yeah definitely not talking to her now aha thanks for making the decision easier 
    “I got you, moonlight, you're my starlight
    I need you all night, come on, dance with me”

    * Shine like the star you are! *
  • GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    I miss real hugs.💔💔💔

    Not long now
  • Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Deactivated Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster
    I think mum's noticed my change in mood. She's been asking how I am feeling and why I seem tired.

    Just feeling a bit sad that's all
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    Help😭
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Deactivated Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster
    Im feeling quite bad about myself today. People talking about weightloss and indicating how much they have lost has really triggered me. All I ever see on tiktok os people with slim figures and showing their transformation. I feel like I should be like that. I feel quite deflated and I feel like a failure. 

    I might need to take a trip to Mars. 
  • Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,143 Part of The Furniture
    @Salix_alba_2019 YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL JUST THE WAY YOU ARE 💜

    me and Louie love you for you , we don’t care about your weight or looks because we know that beauty comes from within 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
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