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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,497 Skive's The Limit
    edited February 2020
    Adult social care cant help unless i tell them my mums name. Yet ive told the situation and her adress. I cant say her name cause they will know i told them and thats not annonmoyous. 

    Edit- no just someone else was replying and didnt see i gave the adress. Theyre giving the details to the housing programe team
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Fucking stuck in London with no money, no clean clothes..no where to stay after today. It's highly unlikely I'll be able to get home because of all the flooding (my city is literally underwater to the point the main bridge and all the main roads have been closed down)
    What the fuck am I supposed to fucking do?
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    Being on a boat with 6 metre waves is not how I planned last night 😷😷
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Getting really really frustrated with people not listening!
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,497 Skive's The Limit
    edited February 2020
    So confused
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    People suck



    (No one here. On discord)
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    You know people who don't help themselves? Why does this bug me so much, like they moan and moan about shit but refuse to change? Help is being thrown at them and they refuse it? No one can help you get better! Only you can!

    (not about anyone on here) 
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    My arm really hurts from my blood test and I don't know whyy
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    Tw! Mentions sh. 

    When you go to the pharmacy for sh care supply's and can feel the pharmacist judging you. (they know I sh) also back to zero days clean 🙃

    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Went through the floods to get to work only to get there and find out my shift is cancelled. Absolutely fuming
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    When you buy a new book but it's too big for your  bookshelf 🙄😭
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Oh for god's sake.

    My gran just came round to tell me that if I don't go to the doctors tomorrow her and my mom will make a doctor come out to my house and that I won't have any choice in the matter then. Please someone tell me what they're playing at? How do they think this is gonna help? :(

    I emailed my mom about it and asked if this is actually a plan that she's taking part in. She said no and that she'd love for me to see a doctor but also understands it's my choice. I feel like both of them are pressuring me so much though and it's not helpful.

    I'm worried I'm gonna be forced into treatment one way or another. That can't happen can it? I hardly feel functional - I haven't left my house at all in nearly a month for just one example - but I'm 15 and haven't hurt myself or anyone else. I would've thought I wouldn't apply for any intervention. I don't want my family to essentially drag me to a doctor, or for CAMHS to get all concerned because they sent the letter ages ago and I haven't asked for any professional help. I almost want to see a doctor just so everyone leaves me alone.
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,497 Skive's The Limit
    Sooo stressed hard to breath
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    Been sent home from work cause I'm literally too tired to function 🙄
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Awful doctor appointment with a replacement doctor whom literally doesn't believe in mental health...
    "Medication is pointless, counseling is a waste of time" 
    Refused to up my meds, refused a tomy sh and thoughts. Also refused to make a referral that was supposed to happen in that appointment if my mood was still low..

    Fucking done man
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    Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Deactivated Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster
    I will personally castrate any guardians of the phallus for sperminating on the toilet seat in unisex toilets.

    WHY MUST YOU DO THIS YOU FUCKERS? 

    What if I need to poop huh? Ever tried pooping whilst hovering, no??? BECAUSE ITS DIFFICULT TO DO YOU PEICES OF SHIT.
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,497 Skive's The Limit
    I feel really sad & my eye keeps twitching idkwhy 
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Couldn't feel more hated tbh.. people always walk away when I express that I'm really struggling and Im actually so fucking done with being made to feel worse.
    Might as well just bottle up and fucking fake a smile!
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,788 Master Poster
    edited March 2020
    Am I the only one that thinks that the prejudice against Libby's disability  (ability with a dis as the prefix) is discrimination? Libby is amazing and just because she has a visual impairment, it doesn't mean that she cannot do as well as people without visual impairments. It makes me angry to see her in the skate off for the 3rd week in a row! She got 39 out of 40 for the solo and 38.5 out of 40 for the personal dance. People who got less got through. I hope that if Libby and Mark get eliminated that the ice melts.

    Edit: Don't let the ice melt! They are through. 3 out of 4 voted for Libby and Mark. Thank you judges! Libby and Mark inspire me.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    Went to the doctors for acid reflux and somehow got signed off work for stress? 
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    My new meds are actually the size of fucking torpedoes 😳😳
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    No where has fucking hand sanitizer. Fucking selfish people I swear. Some of us work In jobs where we need it to protect ourselves and ive been to 4 Fucking shops and there's none. 
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    Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Deactivated Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster
    @GreenTea Have you tried asking work to see if they can provide some hand sanitizers if they don't already. They should have some readily available if you're working with vulnerable people.

    Everyone is just worried about getting sick, I mean who wouldn't want to protect themselves against something that could take them out of work for a few days, pass the illness on or even worse? public transport is a minefield for germs so it comes in handy where it's not accessible to wash hands. 

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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    @GreenTea Have you tried asking work to see if they can provide some hand sanitizers if they don't already. They should have some readily available if you're working with vulnerable people.

    Everyone is just worried about getting sick, I mean who wouldn't want to protect themselves against something that could take them out of work for a few days, pass the illness on or even worse? public transport is a minefield for germs so it comes in handy where it's not accessible to wash hands. 



    But people are literally buying 40 bottles for 'just at home', after speaking to security. It's selfish... That's the problem.. even work can't order it because the industrial size once are out of stock everywhere too. Literally people are selfish. Buy a couple for yourself, that's fine, but buying out shops when there's thousands of other people isn't ok.

    Work don't provide it because it's not a requirement either. It's our choice to carry it, but when you work with people who spit in your face, you're gonna want hand sanitizer until you can get in a shower.
    I'm now at risk of flu, because the person who spat in my face was poorly.
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    The media has blown this whole Coronavirus out of the water. More people have died of flu in America since the virus started.. you are more at risk of dying after falling down the stairs than getting this virus. 85 people out of 7 million people in the UK is not a crisis situation. Practice basic hygiene like washing hands regularly is all you need to be doing. This whole panic is a unbelievable and stupid, because people listen to what the media say. They literally write bullshit stories for money. 
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    Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Deactivated Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster
    @GreenTea I didn't know people why buying by crate loads so I now understand where you're coming from. It's a real shame that you've had to experience being spat at by somone.

    I wasn't too worried at first but it then dawned to me me that even though more people have died from the flu, death count  from this particular strain is still en counting so who knows whether it will surpass previous strains. In a sense it is a cause for concern because of the rate is spreading and putting immunocomromised people at severe risk, it's not to be taken likely especially when it's zoonotic.
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    ThePigeonsThePigeons Posts: 199 Trailblazer
    I'm at the end of my hope meter here.
    I know people mean well if they tell me to finish school, get a better job, go outside, take a walk. And I see the point, but I don't feel it.

    People say "hang in there, just wait, help will come". But I'm tired. Tired of fighting all these years. It's been so long you kinda stop believing in the help will comes
    ᴛʜᴇ ᴍɪɴᴅ ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ᴋᴇʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴇᴛs ʏᴏᴜ ғʀᴇᴇ
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    @GreenTea I didn't know people why buying by crate loads so I now understand where you're coming from. It's a real shame that you've had to experience being spat at by somone.

    I wasn't too worried at first but it then dawned to me me that even though more people have died from the flu, death count  from this particular strain is still en counting so who knows whether it will surpass previous strains. In a sense it is a cause for concern because of the rate is spreading and putting immunocomromised people at severe risk, it's not to be taken likely especially when it's zoonotic.

    My immune system isn't at its finest at the moment as I've only just fully recovered from pneumonia, so in a way I'm am high risk at the moment of catching anything but it doesn't bother me. If I get sick then I get sick, nothing I can do about it. 
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    Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Deactivated Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster
    @GreenTea

    If I had just gotten over a case of pneumonia I for sure would not want to catch something after just recovering because being ill is a real pain, physically and mentally draining too. I can't imagine round two of pneumonia being fun either. I don't know how you're so nonchalant about it, which I guess is better than worrying like crazy because like you said, once you get it, there's nothing you can do but I always say prevention is better than cure!

    I didn't realise how privileged I was to be physically well when there are other who don't have that so it's better to protect ourselves to also protect others because of herd immunity for the win!

    I'm glad you're better though and I'm glad that the doctors were able to get down to the bottom of it. I think this now gives you a pass to carry around a horn to press when people don't practice good hygiene ;) 

    Herd immunity for the win! 

     
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