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  BubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran

  December 2019

  Not sure if you mean everyone else or each individual... 
  
  As an individual, it'll be hard for me to ever forget my breakdowns, they've been a big part of my life, but in a way I don't regret them, it's what I needed to do to cope, and I met some wonderful and caring people through them so in the new year I want to be able to not dwell on them, instead come to terms with them and accept that they are part of my past, but they don't have to be part of my future  
  
  As for everyone else, I hope they forget them haha.. 6 months ago I was having them every other week and ending up in hospital, but I have been hospital free for just under 3 months. I hope others can see the person I was 6 months ago isn't the same person I am today. I hope they forget all the things I've done and we can start fresh. I am going to have bad days, that's inevitable, but I hope they can see that I am trying now instead of just giving up. 
  
  If others don't like you having breakdowns, it's cause they care but don't know how to help, I say Fuck em haha. They don't know what it's like to live our lives. They don't know what we have to do to cope, each individual story is different. The important thing to remember is it isn't always going to be this way, things do get better  

  ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  

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  Siena Posts: 15,505 Skive's The Limit

  December 2019

  I hope people forget about my break downs. How are you feeling today Ellie

  “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley

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