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Insulting myself

ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
in Health & Wellbeing
I tell everyone that I'm a loser, heartbreaking. Help
Crazy mad insane

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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Hi Ellie, that is heartbreaking <3 I know for a fact you're loved and you seem like a really sweet person. Do you tell people you're a loser because that's how you feel about yourself, or does something else make you do it?
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Here if wanna talk more about it x
    ~Probably dead now
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    When something hpns which is out of my control, I don't cope for years. Look back at 'authorities' which I posted a while ago under 'law politics' title. Ppl say stuff in a hard voice which I take seriously. I dunno if ppl r joking or not. Which makes me think and I retalliate by text l8r tht day so I don't have to speak face to face with them coz ppl r scary. I hav flashbacks and I don't live in today. Now I survive from a to b, waiting until the time i pop off, which I hope is soon. Sorry. :(. Please reply xxxxx
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Discussion Boards Moderator Posts: 343 The Mix Regular
    I can understand that you feel you need to retaliate. When we think people are attacking us, it’s only natural to want to defend ourselves. 

    It sounds like you feel that you retaliate too soon to messages so you don’t have to deal with it face-to-face. Do you think there might be anything you could do to avoid this?
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    Nothing's simple :'(
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,793 The Mix Elder
    Waiting for stuff for everything to stop just eats u up. Meanwhile ppl bring u down Nd they hope u to crash. Which I'm at that crash point n I can't fly back up
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,054 Wise Owl
    Hi @ellie2000, 

    It sounds like you're dealing with a lot at the moment. You say you can't fly back up and I just wanted to let you know that I really believe things do get better, and you absolutely fly back soon. There's no pressure to feel better - you can take all the time you need to care for yourself - but you really can do it. And we are all here to help you along the way :heart:
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