Home Health & Wellbeing
At The Mix, we want to make our services as helpful as we can. To do this, we’d love to ask you a few questions about you, your visit to The Mix and its impact. It should take only about 5-10 minutes to complete. Take this survey and get a chance at winning a £200 Amazon voucher​.
Come and join our Support Circle, every Tuesday, 8 - 9:30pm! Sign up here

The 'I need a hug' thread - please read first post before posting :)

17980828485205

Comments

  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    You don't know how much it hurts. I'm tossing around crying. I want to bother someone one last time and then kill myself, just be no more. I'm safe but I'm seriously distressed. My heart feels like it's being ripped apart. I really need something to end the pain, I can't cope. I was nothing but a mistake. This must be the punishment, they all want me gone and this is just a taste of the hell I'm being sent to. It's not fair. It's too much. 
    davcr0ckEvelyn360ShaunieButterfly23
  • davcr0ckdavcr0ck South Oxfordshire (homophobic Oxfordshire) Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    Why am I constantly tired 😴😴😴
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
    Kathleen07Millie2787Butterfly23
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 4,251 Community Veteran
    Feel pretty sick and nervous have my first driving lesson in 5 minutes 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    davcr0ckKathleen07Evelyn360Butterfly23
  • davcr0ckdavcr0ck South Oxfordshire (homophobic Oxfordshire) Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    Feel pretty sick and nervous have my first driving lesson in 5 minutes 
    Best of luck @Millie2787 😊
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
    Kathleen07Butterfly23
  • DurhamjaideDurhamjaide County Durham Posts: 786 Part of The Mix Family
    I’m not feeling well I feel blotted and dizzy 
    Kathleen07davcr0ckButterfly23Shaunie
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Sending all my love across the thread <3 xx
    davcr0ckDurhamjaideButterfly23Shaunie
  • ShaunieShaunie Posts: 13,261 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    edited October 2019
    Well dont think any one understands. I feel got a fatty heart. Or something with my heart. It hurts rn
    BubblesGoesBooKathleen07davcr0ck
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 4,251 Community Veteran
    Feeling so poorly and confused but have no one to talk to :( trying so Hard to get better but I’ve just given up 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    ShaunieKathleen07Evelyn360davcr0ck
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 11,954 An Original Mixlorian
    @Kasa2103 hugs, hope you are ok

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    davcr0ck
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 11,954 An Original Mixlorian
    Feeling so poorly and confused but have no one to talk to :( trying so Hard to get better but I’ve just given up 

    Have a hug
    *Hugggg*

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    davcr0ckMillie2787
  • ShaunieShaunie Posts: 13,261 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    edited October 2019
    Um so this is what samaritans replied to me on a new email i created just so i can say embarrassing thing. Ive only sent two emails from it. And this is there reply

    Hi,
    How sad that you feel there is no way out, other than killing yourself. I can understand your embarrassment, but in fact it is likely that you have a mental health condition, possibly a type of OCD. Such conditions are treatable by health professionals - you just have to find a way to make it known.
    Have you thought about telling your GP that you have suicidal thoughts and think you might have OCD. It may be enough to get you some form of treatment without having to go into further details to start with.    
    You said earlier that only you could help yourself, but you weren't going to do so. It does seem as though you are not 100% convinced about that though, otherwise why would you email us?
    Remember we are here for you. 

    Im glad theyre listenin and all that so please dont look at this as oh shaunies moaning about another service. Im not im just confused on it all. 


    Like Whattt OCD. bit random? I sent them a PHYSICAL thing im embarrassed about but because no one has ever noticed i don’t know if it has ever actually happened or i imagine it. So i guess its something someone would notice so maybe thats why they said OCD. But i don’t know. I think its def a real physical thing and my family are just too embarrassed themselves to mention it if they ever did notice. But i do my best to hide it so maybe just good at hiding it. Im so confused. Its not like i can even ask someone if they can see it too , when i cant even seek help lol. 


    Kathleen07davcr0ck
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 4,251 Community Veteran
    Thought I found the source of my headaches ~ The need to cry but turns out crying just made it worse FMl 😩
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07Butterfly23davcr0ckGreenTea
  • ShaunieShaunie Posts: 13,261 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Really scared to go to counselling 😭
    davcr0ckKathleen07Butterfly23
  • davcr0ckdavcr0ck South Oxfordshire (homophobic Oxfordshire) Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    Wake up too more arguing 🙃🙄🙄

    Literally fed up with life right now 

    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
    Evelyn360Kathleen07Butterfly23
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    I really feel so bad and like killing myself. (I'm safe, not that anyone would miss me). I can't carry on this way, I'm being serious, my own mind wants me dead and I believe it. If I can't die then I really need to feel better. Please. 
    Millie2787davcr0ckButterfly23
  • DancerDancer Bog Off Justine! Posts: 5,878 Part of The Furniture
    GreenTea said:
    @Kasa2103 hugs, hope you are ok
    Thanks but I am not. 
    I'm a fruit loop. 🍊➰

    There's a part of me I can't get back.  A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same.
    Kathleen07davcr0ckButterfly23
  • DurhamjaideDurhamjaide County Durham Posts: 786 Part of The Mix Family
    I’m not feeling well I feel blotted and dizzy 
    I just wanted to let you all know that I’m feeling a bit better today and I’m going into college this afternoon 
    Kathleen07davcr0ckButterfly23
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 11,954 An Original Mixlorian
    Why do people try to copy what I say and do? All it does is make them look stupid. It's so frustrating when people can't be their own persons. I feel like I have to change what I say all the time and I shouldn't

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    Kathleen07davcr0ckButterfly23
  • ShaunieShaunie Posts: 13,261 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    edited October 2019
    My shoulders hurt, my chest, my head and my soul is dead. Everything hurts. Feeling pretty sorry for myself
    Kathleen07davcr0ckButterfly23
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 11,954 An Original Mixlorian
    GreenTea said:
    Why do people try to copy what I say and do? All it does is make them look stupid. It's so frustrating when people can't be their own persons. I feel like I have to change what I say all the time and I shouldn't

    This made no sense. Ignore it

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    davcr0ckButterfly23
  • davcr0ckdavcr0ck South Oxfordshire (homophobic Oxfordshire) Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    Since being up at 5am, my feet and hands have been frozen cold and they won't warm up,

    Anyone any tips? 
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
    Kathleen07Butterfly23
  • Evelyn360Evelyn360 Posts: 82 Budding Regular
    davcr0ck said:
    Since being up at 5am, my feet and hands have been frozen cold and they won't warm up,

    Anyone any tips? 
    Hot water bottle, bath/ shower, a cup of tea  :)
    Kathleen07Butterfly23davcr0ckDurhamjaide
  • davcr0ckdavcr0ck South Oxfordshire (homophobic Oxfordshire) Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    Evelyn360 said:
    davcr0ck said:
    Since being up at 5am, my feet and hands have been frozen cold and they won't warm up,

    Anyone any tips? 
    Hot water bottle, bath/ shower, a cup of tea  :)
    I give hot water bottle a try, bath and shower are rulled out as the tiles on the wall have fallen off leaving the wall esposed, 
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
    Butterfly23
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    edited October 2019
    :'(
    Post edited by Kathleen07 on
    ShaunieButterfly23davcr0ck
  • ShaunieShaunie Posts: 13,261 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Shit pills are mAking me feel shit ha
    Kathleen07Butterfly23davcr0ck
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    I really feel so bad and I just want to keep begging everyone pointlessly to help me. Life's not worth it and I'm not getting better. I feel so sad and hopeless and like everyone wants me dead. I'm desperate, please just let me kill myself.
    Butterfly23Evelyn360davcr0ckMike
  • ShaunieShaunie Posts: 13,261 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Oh dear. Got email saying not many people are applying to the peer support worker roles. I feel bad, im one of them. But atleast not only one lol. I mean they have put many out and yeah didnt train that many. And said to email back if still interest.  Now i don’t know what to do. I really want job as PSW but embarrassing thing gettint worse 😭
    Kathleen07davcr0ckButterfly23
Sign In or Register to comment.