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Brain on fire
Jellyelephant
Posts: 1,908 Extreme Poster
Brain on fire
Alarm bells blaring
Danger.
They say the fuse is too sensitive
They say it’s a false alarm
But every person that surrounds me is a bomb
Tick, tick, tick
I don’t know what will make them blow
I never knew in the past
Uncertainty is my certainty
I was always a trigger to his switch
A cruel word
His hand met my skin.
Thump.
Two bodies become one
I did not want it; I did not choose it
Am I frozen with fear
Or is it his hands locking me in place
They say that I’m safe
My experiences tell me otherwise
My past leaks into the present day
Confusion floods my mind
Days float past me, weeks blur into one
I do not feel love, I do not feel trust
There are always conditions
My mood plummets and I hit the floor
It is dark and I am fearful; I fear myself
I wish the life inside me would be extinguished
I pray for the end
But it never comes
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