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  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    I know I whine about this constantly. But my sibling really is such a bitch. I need to go live somewhere else lol. It's stressful. But there's nowhere I can go:))
  • davcr0ckdavcr0ck Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    So after 2 months of my counselling not speaking to me, I get an message from her, asking if I'm still ok for today's appointments, uhm yeah so I've got that in an hour, so this appointment can go two ways

    I say what's happened over the past two mouths or just say nothing

    Wish me luck 
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
  • davcr0ckdavcr0ck Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    I know I whine about this constantly. But my sibling really is such a bitch. I need to go live somewhere else lol. It's stressful. But there's nowhere I can go:))
    I know your struggles ❤️
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
  • Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,143 Part of The Furniture
    Why the hell are job applications so stressful or accessible for those with LD - 3 Part time jobs that are litreally either 6 or 8 hours on the weekend I’ve gone to apply for becuase I’m desperate I need to start learning to drive before I die on the bus off stress , I’ve gone to do them but I don’t understand what there’s saying so I’ve given up and just carried searching for another one . For crying out loud all I want is to be able to apply for a bloody job !!!!
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    I had a dream where this place hated me. Something like that, anyway.

    The dream probably came true long ago lol.
  • davcr0ckdavcr0ck Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    I love it when an transgender person called me transphobic because I got his fucking label wrong (I sayed she when it's he)

    And their so many transgender in this group chat and their all fucking haveing an go at me for an small accident that I got it confused with someone else        😠😡🤬
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
  • davcr0ckdavcr0ck Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    davcr0ck said:
    I love it when an transgender person called me transphobic because I got his fucking label wrong (I sayed she when it's he)

    And their so many transgender in this group chat and their all fucking haveing an go at me for an small accident that I got it confused with someone else        😠😡
    And now I went back to the group chat too fibs my boyfriend tried to birb him to say sorry, I've sorted out the transphobic thing and they sayed sorry. 

    I'm just so f****** annoyed that my boyfriend thought that was the way to go, f****** c***
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    edited May 2019
    I'll have to create a whole other thread just for moaning about my sibling lol.

    They're unbelievable :o So they just called up to my dad, who was upstairs while they were downstairs, for a top. He didn't hear. So now they just wondered around the house topless (bonus points for having stood in front of the window) and said, "and people wonder I can't wait to move out". I'm speechless. Oh, your dad didn't hear you from a distance, the horror :scream: Well guess what, not everyone is your personal slave?...

    I'd be lying to say that didn't amuse me though. Lol.
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  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    Some friends are competing to have the worst mental illness. It is facts which is why i sometimes dont think this site is the best place in validating how you feel cause always feel someone has it worst  
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    edited May 2019
    Shaunie said:
    Some friends are competing to have the worst mental illness. It is facts which is why i sometimes dont think this site is the best place in validating how you feel cause always feel someone has it worst  
    ^what im learning in training. Not being bitchy

    I personally dont want it worse. Its just what ive llearnt in my training that happens. No one wants t worse. It seems that. You just want to be heard. Which is "0having it worse"& competion
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    Acciddently Went to sleep with my make up on ffs. 

    Sooo tired
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • independent_independent_ Community Champion Posts: 8,610 Legendary Poster
    Had to phone the DWP this morning because (and you’ll definitely laugh at this) my dog decided he was going to have my PIP award letter for his dinner and I kinda can’t lose that.... was really embarrassing. Luckily they are sending me a copy no questions asked but even having to make that call I knew in the back of my mind that it sounded like the most pathetic excuse ever ;) 
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
  • JustVJustV Community Manager Posts: 5,285 Part of The Furniture
    I don't remember a time when there wasn't drilling coming from the walls of this office. :tired_face:
    All behaviour is a need trying to be met.
  • Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,143 Part of The Furniture
    Can’t understand why everyone’s is so nice to me when I’m such a cow :( 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Can’t understand why everyone’s is so nice to me when I’m such a cow :( 
    I don't think you're a "cow" at all x

    Hugs <3
  • Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,143 Part of The Furniture
    Sat like a lemon in my class even though I’ve completed all my coursework and waiting for my teacher to sign me off 🤣🙄
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
  • DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,739 Master Poster
    I feel like I am so dumb. I played a prank on my mum because she is refusing to let me go to trampolining or ice skating for another 3 weeks for no reason. I am so annoyed at my mum and also at myself. I found a spider and I put it in my mums room. Now she is annoyed. Serves her right. I am annoyed at her.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
  • BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    The nurses cut a chunk of my hair out and it so obvious :cry:


    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    I think I'm leaving here for just a couple days. Idk. I keep feeling like I'm not good enough and that everyone hates me or something along those lines. Hah. You don't need me anyway :-/ Just giving a warning so that you don't think I've killed myself (or gone into cardiac arrest) when I'm not responsive.
  • DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,739 Master Poster
    I think I'm leaving here for just a couple days. Idk. I keep feeling like I'm not good enough and that everyone hates me or something along those lines. Hah. You don't need me anyway :-/ Just giving a warning so that you don't think I've killed myself (or gone into cardiac arrest) when I'm not responsive.
    You are an amazing person but I understand that you need to take a break. Everyone has to do that once in a while don't they? *hugs* Speak soon. 
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    I really wish people would stop smelling of BO all the time. And I Dont mean that in a nasty way. I'm not judging them ,like they could have any reason they smell of BO all the time and that's them. But It always makes me paranoid that it is me even tho I know its probably not
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    Stress honestly gives me the most weirdest dreams lol

    I had a dream that I was in Primark working and I didn't notice that half of my jeans was missing lolllll. So then I left early without telling anyone and tried to hide it. And it didn't hide it so I tried floating on the side on way home. But then I saw people I knew from years ago in front of me so I tried to quickly float past them but they noticed me and I asked if they could notice anything wrong with what I was wearing even tho it was obvious loll so then I ended up with things to hide it and floated the rest of my way home  weirddd
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,143 Part of The Furniture
    Why can’t buses run on time , 25 minutes late mine turns up and now I’m gonna be late to my lesson 🙄
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,463 Skive's The Limit
    Starting to procrastinate Cause Dont like my assignments . Was even thinking about cutting the grass even tho doesn't need it yet and that worst job. Like Why not do it with scissors to make it last real long lol
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
  • DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,739 Master Poster
    I feel scared. I got off the bus with my brother in law. A girl who used to go to my school and bullied me was standing outside her house which was right by the bus stop. Last time we saw each other she threatened to beat me up so I feel unsafe being even across the road from her. Luckily I reported what that girl did and she got expelled from the school because she always either lived on report, in detention, in school suspension or the safe room. I told my brother in law that we needed to get away and fast. So we did. Then the girl and her friend started chasing us down the road and across a road. Luckily she wasn't going to hurt me. She just wanted to talk to me. I didn't want to talk to her. She freaks me out. I feel scared to go to that bus stop or walk home ever again. Luckily I am safe at home now.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    I hate myself. Soooo much. I look terrible. I sound terrible. I've done terrible things. I'm a terrible pet owner. I'm irritating and not good enough and repulsive lol. Basically, I'm everything you don't want to be.

    Idk. I just can't look in the mirror ahah. It's kind of fucked up that we live in a world where appearance matters so much, but, still...
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    I think I'm going to have to only do what my vocal cords like from now on. So hardly talk, use recordings of my voice for seeing my guinea pig instead of straining to speak to her, drink a bunch of water (and only room temperature, can't be too hot or cold), and god knows what else. And probably for a long time. Because I don't think my cords have any chance of healing otherwise. I'm taking a guess that it will take about 2 months of strict and good vocal care before they might heal. Just a guess. Help.

    Pray that they'll heal before I've reached a year of throat pain. This is hell. Hence what I put as my location.
  • DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,739 Master Poster
    Everyone at school kept on asking annoying questions about my face. People think I have ringworm just because I have 2 rings on my forehead. If you look at this picture tell me if they are right or just being dumb. I know that the GP is the best place to go but I don't want to waste and appointment. I will only go if it is actually needed.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
  • davcr0ckdavcr0ck Posts: 774 Part of The Mix Family
    Some f****** d*** at my college put viagra in my drink and because of him he made my day so terrible, I'm not gonna go into details because its too inappropriate, but now I'm left with an very painful down penis that keeps e*******, i want this to stop 😭😭
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
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