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Time for another ranty thread

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  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,660 Postholic
    Can’t understand why everyone’s is so nice to me when I’m such a cow :( 
    I don't think you're a "cow" at all x

    Hugs <3
    Kasa2103
  • AidanAidan Clever idiot Posts: 1,237 Fanatical Poster
    edited May 8
    I think it's quite funny that you can write 'unsolicted, return to sender' on election leaflets and make political parties pay return postage to have their leaflets back 😆
    Kathleen07Kasa2103independent_Laine
  • AidanAidan Clever idiot Posts: 1,237 Fanatical Poster
    On second thought, it's a waste of good bog roll
    Kathleen07Kasa2103Laine
  • Millie2787Millie2787 . Posts: 2,224 Mega Poster
    Sat like a lemon in my class even though I’ve completed all my coursework and waiting for my teacher to sign me off 🤣🙄
    “ I believe that you have the power to achieve whatever you put your mind too, You are living a life’s most people won’t  ever understand but that’s what will Be the root of all your determination and success. You have a soul full of love and kindness and I just know that despite all the hardship, a life’s of happiness awaits you and I’m very proud of you, just keep holding on” 
    Kathleen07Kasa2103Laine
  • Kasa2103Kasa2103 Ugly Snake South EastPosts: 1,921 Postholic
    I feel like I am so dumb. I played a prank on my mum because she is refusing to let me go to trampolining or ice skating for another 3 weeks for no reason. I am so annoyed at my mum and also at myself. I found a spider and I put it in my mums room. Now she is annoyed. Serves her right. I am annoyed at her.
    I have endured pain and loss. I have felt broken. I have known hardship, and I have felt lost and alone.

    But here I stand, trying to move forward, one day at a time. I will remember the lessons in my life because they are making me who I am. Stronger.

    A warrior. 
    davcr0ckKathleen07Laine
  • BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Mega Poster Sunny ScotlandPosts: 2,513 Mega Poster
    The nurses cut a chunk of my hair out and it so obvious :cry:


    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
    Kathleen07Kasa2103Laine
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,660 Postholic
    I think I'm leaving here for just a couple days. Idk. I keep feeling like I'm not good enough and that everyone hates me or something along those lines. Hah. You don't need me anyway :-/ Just giving a warning so that you don't think I've killed myself (or gone into cardiac arrest) when I'm not responsive.
    Millie2787davcr0ckLaine
  • Kasa2103Kasa2103 Ugly Snake South EastPosts: 1,921 Postholic
    I think I'm leaving here for just a couple days. Idk. I keep feeling like I'm not good enough and that everyone hates me or something along those lines. Hah. You don't need me anyway :-/ Just giving a warning so that you don't think I've killed myself (or gone into cardiac arrest) when I'm not responsive.
    You are an amazing person but I understand that you need to take a break. Everyone has to do that once in a while don't they? *hugs* Speak soon. 
    I have endured pain and loss. I have felt broken. I have known hardship, and I have felt lost and alone.

    But here I stand, trying to move forward, one day at a time. I will remember the lessons in my life because they are making me who I am. Stronger.

    A warrior. 
    Kathleen07davcr0ckLaine
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 6,146 The Mix Elder
    I really wish people would stop smelling of BO all the time. And I Dont mean that in a nasty way. I'm not judging them ,like they could have any reason they smell of BO all the time and that's them. But It always makes me paranoid that it is me even tho I know its probably not
    I've learnt two people can look at the exact same thing and see something completly different. 
    Kasa2103davcr0ckKathleen07Laine
  • thumperbearthumperbear Posts: 43 Cool Newbie
    edited May 9
    Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I’m so mad right now !!!!!!!!! i am human 😡
    Millie2787Kasa2103davcr0ckKathleen07Laine
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 6,146 The Mix Elder
    Stress honestly gives me the most weirdest dreams lol

    I had a dream that I was in Primark working and I didn't notice that half of my jeans was missing lolllll. So then I left early without telling anyone and tried to hide it. And it didn't hide it so I tried floating on the side on way home. But then I saw people I knew from years ago in front of me so I tried to quickly float past them but they noticed me and I asked if they could notice anything wrong with what I was wearing even tho it was obvious loll so then I ended up with things to hide it and floated the rest of my way home  weirddd
    I've learnt two people can look at the exact same thing and see something completly different. 
    independent_Kathleen07Laine
  • Millie2787Millie2787 . Posts: 2,224 Mega Poster
    Why can’t buses run on time , 25 minutes late mine turns up and now I’m gonna be late to my lesson 🙄
    “ I believe that you have the power to achieve whatever you put your mind too, You are living a life’s most people won’t  ever understand but that’s what will Be the root of all your determination and success. You have a soul full of love and kindness and I just know that despite all the hardship, a life’s of happiness awaits you and I’m very proud of you, just keep holding on” 
    ShaunieKathleen07Laine
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 6,146 The Mix Elder
    Starting to procrastinate Cause Dont like my assignments . Was even thinking about cutting the grass even tho doesn't need it yet and that worst job. Like Why not do it with scissors to make it last real long lol
    I've learnt two people can look at the exact same thing and see something completly different. 
    Kathleen07davcr0ckLaineClaraOswald
  • Kasa2103Kasa2103 Ugly Snake South EastPosts: 1,921 Postholic
    I feel scared. I got off the bus with my brother in law. A girl who used to go to my school and bullied me was standing outside her house which was right by the bus stop. Last time we saw each other she threatened to beat me up so I feel unsafe being even across the road from her. Luckily I reported what that girl did and she got expelled from the school because she always either lived on report, in detention, in school suspension or the safe room. I told my brother in law that we needed to get away and fast. So we did. Then the girl and her friend started chasing us down the road and across a road. Luckily she wasn't going to hurt me. She just wanted to talk to me. I didn't want to talk to her. She freaks me out. I feel scared to go to that bus stop or walk home ever again. Luckily I am safe at home now.
    I have endured pain and loss. I have felt broken. I have known hardship, and I have felt lost and alone.

    But here I stand, trying to move forward, one day at a time. I will remember the lessons in my life because they are making me who I am. Stronger.

    A warrior. 
    davcr0ckKathleen07LaineClaraOswald
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,660 Postholic
    I hate myself. Soooo much. I look terrible. I sound terrible. I've done terrible things. I'm a terrible pet owner. I'm irritating and not good enough and repulsive lol. Basically, I'm everything you don't want to be.

    Idk. I just can't look in the mirror ahah. It's kind of fucked up that we live in a world where appearance matters so much, but, still...
    Kasa2103davcr0ckLaine
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,660 Postholic
    I think I'm going to have to only do what my vocal cords like from now on. So hardly talk, use recordings of my voice for seeing my guinea pig instead of straining to speak to her, drink a bunch of water (and only room temperature, can't be too hot or cold), and god knows what else. And probably for a long time. Because I don't think my cords have any chance of healing otherwise. I'm taking a guess that it will take about 2 months of strict and good vocal care before they might heal. Just a guess. Help.

    Pray that they'll heal before I've reached a year of throat pain. This is hell. Hence what I put as my location.
    davcr0ckKasa2103Laine
  • Kasa2103Kasa2103 Ugly Snake South EastPosts: 1,921 Postholic
    Everyone at school kept on asking annoying questions about my face. People think I have ringworm just because I have 2 rings on my forehead. If you look at this picture tell me if they are right or just being dumb. I know that the GP is the best place to go but I don't want to waste and appointment. I will only go if it is actually needed.
    I have endured pain and loss. I have felt broken. I have known hardship, and I have felt lost and alone.

    But here I stand, trying to move forward, one day at a time. I will remember the lessons in my life because they are making me who I am. Stronger.

    A warrior. 
    davcr0ckKathleen07Laine
  • davcr0ckdavcr0ck Incredible Poster South Oxfordshire (homophobic Oxfordshire) Posts: 728 Incredible Poster
    Some f****** d*** at my college put viagra in my drink and because of him he made my day so terrible, I'm not gonna go into details because its too inappropriate, but now I'm left with an very painful down penis that keeps e*******, i want this to stop 😭😭
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
    Kathleen07LaineKasa2103
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,660 Postholic
    Aw no @davcr0ck, some people are jerks :-( Hugs x

    @Kasa2103 Idk I'm afraid, but wanted to say - I know you've said you're ugly. I think you look pretty <3 Hopefully that doesn't sound creepy hahah. Hugs x
    davcr0ckKasa2103
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,660 Postholic
    I'm really so sorry.

    I feel I'm not good enough. And that everyone hates me. Whenever I respond or talk to people on here, part of me feels I've said something wrong or that I'm unwanted. Whenever I talk about my feelings, I feel like you're probably all fed up of the same problems and circles, or that I come across as really fucking annoying for any reason. I often worry the mods are sick of me (or will become so. What if I accidentally break the guidelines or something. Lol). The list goes on.

    It's not just about here, though. It's in general.

    But what I'm saying is... If I've ever upset you, if you hate me, if I drive you insane, if you think I'm a fuck-up, if you feel the same disgust for me as I do... I'm truly sorry. Ahah. Please, completely honestly, tell me. I'll leave the boards, or will stop responding to you, or will do whatever else to try to fix it.

    I just hate myself so fucking much. I want to keep apologising over and over. And scream and hurt myself or something hah.
    davcr0ckKasa2103Laine
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,660 Postholic
    I'm just so, soooooo sorry. x
    davcr0ckKasa2103Laine
  • Millie2787Millie2787 . Posts: 2,224 Mega Poster
    Why the hell do people feel the need to constantly pick on me , like what the fuck is there problem , today someone drove passed , beeped there horn and shouted out the window oi hagrid 😩
    “ I believe that you have the power to achieve whatever you put your mind too, You are living a life’s most people won’t  ever understand but that’s what will Be the root of all your determination and success. You have a soul full of love and kindness and I just know that despite all the hardship, a life’s of happiness awaits you and I’m very proud of you, just keep holding on” 
    Kathleen07davcr0ckLaine
  • davcr0ckdavcr0ck Incredible Poster South Oxfordshire (homophobic Oxfordshire) Posts: 728 Incredible Poster
     don't know what it is but some reason, ever since I came out gay, at my college year, people in my year have became more strange (nicer way to put it) today an boy in my class though it would be ok to stroke my inner thigh all lesson and grad my ass
    Love is love and everyone is accepting and can share their issues with no judge from me and I try to help 
    Kathleen07LaineKasa2103
  • Kasa2103Kasa2103 Ugly Snake South EastPosts: 1,921 Postholic
    I feel so so so so upset right now and nothing is helping me. Please can I have hugs to try and help me? Here is a diary entry from on Tuesday 14th May 2019 to try and explain it. All of this horrible stuff happened to me at school in just 1 day. It is ridiculous. People ran away from me, people said eww to me, people said that they don't want to get diseases although I only have a rash, someone threw a book at me. Also someone called me an ugly frog, someone called me and my mum irrelevant and someone threatened to make my face even uglier (aka punch me if I didn't shut up but I am safe. I spent maths in a bad mood which was awful. In religious studies I was either in tears or outside the room. In community time I was in tears and wrote negative stuff and 2 year 9's saw it and told the teacher. I spent break time in the toilets crying on my own. In science I was feeling so upset and stressed. In Spanish I was sad until my student support officer came to the room and called me out the room to speak to me. He also found out what happened in religious studies and also my science teacher spoke to him because he was worried as I was so upset) and I spent pe sad, nearly in tears and on my own. That is what is wrong. People were also horrible to me today. People ran away from me, told others to get away from me, said they don't want to get ringworm although I don't have it, tell me to go home and laugh at me.  People have made me cry a lot and I have spent the past 2 break times crying in the toilets. It is horrible and I hate feeling like this but I deserve it.

    I sometimes want to be dead but I am safe before anyone worries.

    I have endured pain and loss. I have felt broken. I have known hardship, and I have felt lost and alone.

    But here I stand, trying to move forward, one day at a time. I will remember the lessons in my life because they are making me who I am. Stronger.

    A warrior. 
    Kathleen07davcr0ckLaine
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,660 Postholic
    Aww :-( And no one should treat you like that @Kasa2103. You don't deserve it. We're here if you ever need to chat.

    Sending massive hugs <3 x
    davcr0ckKasa2103Laine
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 6,146 The Mix Elder
    edited May 16
    Lol stress does definetly makes me have weird dreams. Having so many since this training


    Had a dream that i went round an old friends house and their walls kept on leaking and then parts of it falling off and then after a while it meant that their days was a lot shorter and was forced to be asleep for a few mins and then wake up and then go back to sleep and they was really fed up so they tried putting bubble wrap on the walls but didnt help. Weirddd. But then what is weird is that i went round thinking okay ill try to sort this out. So when the next leak and falling wall came - i put a harmer in the wall and tried to get to the other side of the wall to see why it kept doing it - turns out it was a dead person and they was hanging and kept of swinging their arm into the wall which some how made it leak but i could only see the arm so then i cut the arm off. 
    I've learnt two people can look at the exact same thing and see something completly different. 
    davcr0ckKathleen07Laine
  • Kasa2103Kasa2103 Ugly Snake South EastPosts: 1,921 Postholic
    Aww :-( And no one should treat you like that @Kasa2103. You don't deserve it. We're here if you ever need to chat.

    Sending massive hugs <3 x
    Thanks so much. That means the world. I feel like I deserve it and bullying has become normal for me. Hugs back. Xx <3
    I have endured pain and loss. I have felt broken. I have known hardship, and I have felt lost and alone.

    But here I stand, trying to move forward, one day at a time. I will remember the lessons in my life because they are making me who I am. Stronger.

    A warrior. 
    davcr0ckKathleen07Laine
  • Kasa2103Kasa2103 Ugly Snake South EastPosts: 1,921 Postholic
    Fuck it. My phone didn't charge and the charger was plugged in. I remember that it was definitely charging when I went to sleep. Looks like I am taking my portable charger to school today.
    I have endured pain and loss. I have felt broken. I have known hardship, and I have felt lost and alone.

    But here I stand, trying to move forward, one day at a time. I will remember the lessons in my life because they are making me who I am. Stronger.

    A warrior. 
    davcr0ckKathleen07Laine
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,660 Postholic
    Uh geez, um... I just felt pretty lightheaded. Out of nowhere. I hope I'm not going to faint lol...
    Millie2787davcr0ckLaineShaunie
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 6,146 The Mix Elder
    Um well my morning is going 💩. 

    Trying to call in sick but i dont have enough credit. So then i try to put money on my phone to log in to my account and ive forgotten my password so i tried too many times and it said to come back in 30 mins times. Trying to reset my password but thats not working either when i  only know my phone number and not my member name. I have few ideas of what my password could be but yeah it doesnt let me try a few times lol. 

    I would start work soon and they like you to call in one hour before you start and yeah i don’t know what to do. 

    All my family are at work and cant use anyone elses phone. 

    At this rate i wont be able to call in sick at all or will just have to actually go to work. Twice i have just not rang in sick at all and yeah to them that is like the worst thing you can do
    I've learnt two people can look at the exact same thing and see something completly different. 
    Kathleen07davcr0ck
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