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Jacob101
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Maybe these suicidal thoughts are right, maybe i shouldn't exist, i dont deserve to exist. I want to be dead
''You were in the wilderness
Looking for your own purpose
Then you became a butterfly, a butterfly
I knew you always would''
- James Arthur (YOU)
Looking for your own purpose
Then you became a butterfly, a butterfly
I knew you always would''
- James Arthur (YOU)
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It sounds like things are very difficult for you at the minute. Have you spoken to anyone about this? Also do you have any other support in place?
Everyone deserves to exist, and be alive.
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
No and i have a counsellor which im trying to contact but i dont see him again till Monday.
Looking for your own purpose
Then you became a butterfly, a butterfly
I knew you always would''
- James Arthur (YOU)
It's good you have a counsellor. Do you think you could maybe write things down, as if you would if you were talking to your counsellor, just to get it all out I guess?
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
I could try i guess
Looking for your own purpose
Then you became a butterfly, a butterfly
I knew you always would''
- James Arthur (YOU)
It's a start, and a positive start that may help you feel better about everything.
Do you want to talk about what your feeling?
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Just feeling near crisis point
Looking for your own purpose
Then you became a butterfly, a butterfly
I knew you always would''
- James Arthur (YOU)
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
No
Looking for your own purpose
Then you became a butterfly, a butterfly
I knew you always would''
- James Arthur (YOU)
https://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/guides-to-support-and-services/crisis-services/planning-for-a-crisis/#.WntJE6i6_IU
That website offers information on crisis plans.
Keep talking on here and hopefully that will be a distraction for you
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Some great advice from @*BananaMonkey* here - a crisis plan could definitely be worth exploring, perhaps with your counsellor?
And just a general note that the boards aren't a good place to come if you're at crisis point, just because it's very unlikely that someone will see your post and respond as quickly as you need them to (and these sorts of posts can be tough for a lot of people to respond to). One to one services like crisis helplines (Samaritans and Papyrus, for example) are much better, as they can get you the support you need much more quickly.
That said, of course the boards are a fine place to talk about things more generally. :yes: How are you feeling today?
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Yes of course Mike, i understand. And both of you i am feeling a bit better today, just had an exhausting day in London so now im going to relax.
Looking for your own purpose
Then you became a butterfly, a butterfly
I knew you always would''
- James Arthur (YOU)
Glad your feeling okay
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "