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Lostsense
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I can't breath. I've just shooted back up the stairs. I live in the atic room so right at the top and theres 3 sets off stairs. I saw a girl on the 1st set off stairs, I was at the bottom of the stairs, firstly I shook my head and thought I was seeing things but when I was on the 2nd set she was on the 3rd, when I was on the 3rd set I saw her down the corridor turning left so I followed her and she jumped out of a glass window. I'm in tears. It is the way a hostel I lived out was set out and there isn't a window here so that girl is trapped in the house that's why I keep seeing her.
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I'm just checking in with how you're doing today? Sounds like a scary experience for you the other day *hug* How are you feeling at the moment? Have you seen the girl since the other night?
big hugs to you. That sounds quite frightening to experience, I think i'd be scared too
How are you feeling now? I really hope things have settled a bit for you. Do you have other supports when this happens? it's good you feel comfortable to talk to everyone here
You're not alone in this
Always listening
Sam
Thank you for the hugs. Hugs back to you *hug*
Are you a member or a moderator? :chin:
It was frightening, I was in tears after.
I'm feeling OK at the moment, Thank you for asking.
I had a meeting with the Dr and my old shit care co-coordinator on Wednesday (shit because I only saw my old care co once) and it was a male and I prefer female so they've said I can have a female care co (I've met her before too but now she is officially my care co) Im seeing her tomorrow and in the meeting it was said I need more help than what I am getting now which is hardly nothing but hopefully I will be seeing my new care co once a fortnight after tomorrow so there will be someone who can support me when these kind of things happen.
I was going to say I haven't seen you around that's why I ask you weather you are a member or a new dispatched moderator but I haven't been on since yesterday afternoon so I haven't seen "whats new" yet. I can see you've made a few posts though and getting stuck in which is great!
Speak soon
No i'm not a moderator but i'm hoping to be in a few months. I'm just in the middle of sorting things with admin (there's training involved and such) so yeah for now i'm a member and getting to know everyone and getting used to the forum and chat. So far so good!
I have dyed my hair at 2am before! 10:52 isn't too bad in comparison
Anyway, bless you. Does that happen often?
I've had similar things happen in the past, I used to see things that weren't there when I was tired and stressed out, but to see what you did I have to say I felt for you because the bravest person imaginable would be afraid I think.
Brilliant news RE your care coordinator! i'm so glad you have a female now. I understand that, (I think men are equally great!) but for various reasons you might feel comfortable with a female
Yeah, I'm totally new
If you see this before your appointment ~~~Good Luck!~~~~ I'm sure it will go great, and you have this place
I love seeing people able to open up about mental health. Breaking the stigma is always awesome.
Talk really soon and see you around
hugs
Sam
Ah that's nice that you are training to be a mod for the boards.
You are right 10:52pm isn't too bad in comparison to 2am.
Yeah I often see things and hear thing and have unusual thoughts and ideas. I'm on 400mg of queitapine a day for that apparently.
I did see your post before my appointment this morning but I fell asleep when I come back so that's why I'm only just replying. The appointment went OK I'm seeing her again in 3 weeks.
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