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Having a really bad break down again
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Hi,
Iam having a really bad break down.
Iam really stuggling with being ill and really bad anxiety, not sleeping, stressed, parnord. I really dont see my life again I just really want to kill myself or self-halm I got plans to do it. I really hate (know hates a strong word) my mum her parnter. Iam everyones bully around here thats all they use me for. I been to see about counsellor and thats no good they told me I have to see a physicist first and then come back and unlikey I will get counselling. They dragged me in beause when I had the assement oon the phone wasnt good anough at all . Found out that my mum and her one of a t**t of a parnter is a lier. I been to see a gp told me to see a counsellor :*( useless gp feels like Iam invisible and iam not here. Onley when she wants something. I just want hide in a cardboard box
Really hate it give up
Iam having a really bad break down.
Iam really stuggling with being ill and really bad anxiety, not sleeping, stressed, parnord. I really dont see my life again I just really want to kill myself or self-halm I got plans to do it. I really hate (know hates a strong word) my mum her parnter. Iam everyones bully around here thats all they use me for. I been to see about counsellor and thats no good they told me I have to see a physicist first and then come back and unlikey I will get counselling. They dragged me in beause when I had the assement oon the phone wasnt good anough at all . Found out that my mum and her one of a t**t of a parnter is a lier. I been to see a gp told me to see a counsellor :*( useless gp feels like Iam invisible and iam not here. Onley when she wants something. I just want hide in a cardboard box
Really hate it give up
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Sorry to hear things are tough right now *hug*
Why do you have to see a Physicist? Unless I've misunderstood what they specialise in.
Have you told your GP how she's making you feel? Or you could always go and talk to a different doctor until you find one that you feel seems more helpful to you?
Would you like to talk a bit more about what's going on that is causing you to feel the way you do?
Counselloring sevice told me that they cont help and support me beause off my learning differentys is that me or thats wrong they cont say that
That doesn't sound like a fair thing for them to have said *hug*
Well done on making another doctors appointment and let us know how it goes. If you want to talk about what's happening that's making you feel so low then we're here and are happy to listen.
I forgot to say about the counsellor thing iam phoning to speak to them again
Iam having my down side again
Sorry to hear it Heather - do you know what the next step is then? *hug*