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Hate feeling this way
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I hate feeling like this all if the time.. Soon it's going to get to a point where I can't even talk to anyone who's willing to support me because I will get to attached. Totally hate myself and pretty sure everyone else around me does too
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but you won't, because you don't trust doctors.
It won't go away by itself.
Sometimes it not that easy to open up to somebody. Just saying.
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This is a very very common conception coming from depressed/low self-esteem people. It distorts your thinking. I actually read a book about this and the author (a psychologist) has doctors, nurses and other depressed health professionals coming to him, insisting they can't be helped and are beyond a doubt incurable. This is part of the symptom. Spoiler alert: They have been cured.
What will your response to my post be? "Well those people were successful and not really depressed. My problems are REAL.
bottom line: It can and will help you, if you believe in it or not. Nothing else will make it better, so strictly rationally speaking, it is your best shot.
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A professional CBT therapist can help with a whole array of mental problems, starting from your body image and self-esteem issues to whatever you mean with attachments. Maybe someone will come along and talk about their insurmountable problems and the help they got from CBT. If you want I can copy you convincing excerpts from the book, but jesus don't be so stubborn. Just go with an open mind and if after a few sessions you feel no improvement you can say fuck it, i am gonna be unhappy forever, but doing nothing is the guaranteed way to not feel better. I understand the feeling that you feel hopeless, again: this is a common and widespread symptom. Pretty much every person who feels really unhappy for some reason, be it depression or not, thinks he cannot be helped and is doomed to unhappiness and agony. It is part of the disease. Just go, you really have nothing to lose.
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It seems like you're getting a bit frustrated with yourself at the moment. From the sounds of it, you do want to talk to someone about how you make attachments easily, but you're worried that by telling someone, you'll get attached to them. Is that about right?
I can understand if that feels a bit like a catch-22 situation; the thing that could help might just make it worse instead. That must make things hard.
Maybe it's worth thinking about this a bit more. What are the potential pros and cons of going to see a doctor or trying to find some counseling? There are lots of options when it comes to talking to someone (GP, online, helpline etc.) Do you think any of those options could help?
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Just thought I'd let you know that part of training as a counsellor often involves learning all about how people form attachments and the patterns this can lead to in later life. With any sort of talking treatment the only way to really get the most out of the sessions will be to try to open up when you feel ready. It's natural to feel apprehensive about that and it's good to see you mulling it over here as it sounds like you're keen to make a bit of progress?
This section from our Counselling FAQ says it better than I can
Thanks Jo x
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Feel free to talk about it if you want
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Sorry you are feeling like this.
Just because you feel like you hate yourself at the moment it doesn’t mean everyone else does.
Sometimes all we ever want to do is help ourselves and although this can be possible sometimes we may need outside help.
Talking to a counsellor about how your feeling may give a way of looking forward and dealing with what is going on.
You say you have one at the moment which means you are committed to getting past this. However to deal with what you are feeling you need to be open about your feelings.
Therew no need to feel like a fool around your counsellor. They are trained individuals who want to aid you in recovery and are not judging you for how you feel or what you tell them.
Why not just try and open up a little bit more the next time you see them.
Maybe start small and share something you wouldn’t normally.
Hope this helps!
To be honest I think she knows I have problems with attachments etc because I'm close to one of my carers and I'm guessing she's passed it onto her because shes seemed to have passed everything else onto her..
The thing is when I do get these feelings, they never go away. Like there's 2 people in my life who I actually see that I'm really attached to and another person. Wish it would just stop
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I'm glad I could help Thank you, your very sweet
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Hey BeckiBoo, just wanted to check back to see how you were getting on and to make sure you're doing ok?
Lee
Thank you for checking in on me. I'm still feeling like I'm getting too attached to people...it's an awful feeling, especially when you know nothing can be done about it
Honestly Lee don't worry about it, it's fine
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