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I wish I could do something
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Hello,
I've already lived full time for 1 and a half years and I am in mental pain everyday of my life and nobody will help me get out of it. You want to know why? It's because hormones is the solution. I constantly have thoughts in my head to self med except I can't afford to do that. I have been documenting my transition life because I am scared that the gender clinic will make me prove that I am eligible for hormones by making me live full time for a long time period. They say the time period is up to 3 years, right?
I am still on a long waiting list for gender therapy but I need HELP, I have people who I talk to but that's only words. I've been snorting drugs to calm myself down and keep my workflow up at college because of the amount of mental pain I go through.
I've already lived full time for 1 and a half years and I am in mental pain everyday of my life and nobody will help me get out of it. You want to know why? It's because hormones is the solution. I constantly have thoughts in my head to self med except I can't afford to do that. I have been documenting my transition life because I am scared that the gender clinic will make me prove that I am eligible for hormones by making me live full time for a long time period. They say the time period is up to 3 years, right?
I am still on a long waiting list for gender therapy but I need HELP, I have people who I talk to but that's only words. I've been snorting drugs to calm myself down and keep my workflow up at college because of the amount of mental pain I go through.
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