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I am sorry
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I am sorry for everything that I have done and said in the last few days, im sure u all hate me right now which I dont blame ya at all, I know what u all are thinking there she goes again trying to get us to feel sorry for her. This is not the case, I am a waste of skin and bones I dont deserve to live. Someone out there deserves my organs so they can live, so after this thread (im sure it will get closed by Helen) I will be ending it all its all what u wanted so u have got ur wish coming true goodbye all have a great life and enjoy life is a precious thing
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This isn't a place where you really should be posting 'good bye' posts, you've been a great member of the community and within any community you'll have those who like you, and even though who dislike you and ones who just aren't sure. It's a natural community thing, but with this community, relationships grow, and it's amazing to see how someone can progress overtime, I was a nightmare when I started on these boards, yet, I'm still a member! And this place has been nothing but supportive.
I'm sorry to hear you're struggling at the moment, it sounds like calling for crisis support right now is your only option, and nobody wishes for anyone to die on here, and I for one, don't hate you, or wouldn't be responding to you. Even if it's just one member who likes you at times, it's all we need sometimes -
Everyone deserves to live, that's why were here. We have reason, we just don't know what it is at the moment (I'm sure it's to help the Llamas take over the world though). But there are some people on here who really do care about you. I often found taking breaks away from TheSite.org helped, I used to PM mods, and ask them to set my account on break, so I wouldn't be able to log in, and it took a simple E-mail to actually bring myself back to the boards But a break can often really help if you're struggling with the envirment, and things have been pretty neurotic on here!
But you can get through this, and please call 999 if you're in immediate danger! But again, there are some people on here that do care!
Best wishes,
Angel
Mrs, I'm not going to delete this, but please do remember people care and so it is frightening to see the words you've posted. I'm going to move this into h&w as that will give you the chance to carry on a conversation if you want to.
Take care and don't hesitate to reach out for the support that's available - lots of options have been posted in the Christmas forum.
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
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Hey MrsM,
It's very reassuring to hear from you, and I'm glad you were in the care of hospital staff. Did you admit yourself? - Do you think it might be worth talking to your co-worker about getting more regular support, as it seems like you're struggling with an awful lot at the moment, and it's great to see you still reaching out to support. What makes you think you are not wanted anywhere?
Best wishes,
Angel
Keep posting you are welcome here always
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
I think you need to talk to somebody cos you do deserve to be here, even if you can't see that.
Please try and remember that posting on here saying you are going on new years eve, can be upsetting to others. We care about you, we are a community and it can be difficult to hear that somebody wants to "go" and saying a day too, it's difficult to hear. *hugs*
Please seek some professional help cos you do deserve it.
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
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I know you don't think people care but they do.
My friend took her own life and I would give anything to have her back.
People who you are leaving behind, they care. You deserve the help and you will get it, jus don't give up.
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
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Why do you think you don't deserve it?
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
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If you gave us heartache,misery and stress, and upset us, we wouldn't continue to reply to your threads or talk to you in chat, we do care, you have to believe us, even though it's difficult. I understand but like I say if we didn't care we wouldn't talk to you. If I didn't care I wouldn't be here now replying to your thread and trying to support you.
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
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This is the only time I'm going to reply to this thread because I care about my friend, who is distraught because of you.
I think you should stop replying too. Sounds like you've made up your mind so what's the point in people posting if you're just going to be like 'ooh, care about me'.
I'm not starting, I'm just saying, and I'm not replying again.
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You can't keep posting 'goodbye' messages on here, it's not fair to the people who are trying to support you. You need to remember this is a public forum and people can be deeply affected by what you write.
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Again, stop with the goodbye messages. It's not fair..
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But what about the people who have supported you over the last few days?
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ive spoken to them and told them the same that im sorry and grateful for everything that they have said and done for me. I really am..
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Then why don't you take their advice and try to keep yourself safe.
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