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Weird Episode?.
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Hmm, I don't really know what to say about this but I thought I'd write it out anyways.
On Tuesday night around 10pm I was feeling the usual rubbish and crying, Megans anniversary had a huge part to play in how I was feeling amongst the other usual stuff. I'd managed to distract myself a little bit until 10pm when I seemed to find it impossible.
Then I had this weird episode, It was like, I wasn't me anymore and I didn't have control of my body, I was watching myself on the outside I was at the back of my own body and I had no control of my body movements, and I had to attack myself hit/punch/cut otherwise this thing that was taking over my body was going to kill everyone around me...it lasted for about an hour before it finally just..stopped.
That's never happened before...and i dont want it to.
On Tuesday night around 10pm I was feeling the usual rubbish and crying, Megans anniversary had a huge part to play in how I was feeling amongst the other usual stuff. I'd managed to distract myself a little bit until 10pm when I seemed to find it impossible.
Then I had this weird episode, It was like, I wasn't me anymore and I didn't have control of my body, I was watching myself on the outside I was at the back of my own body and I had no control of my body movements, and I had to attack myself hit/punch/cut otherwise this thing that was taking over my body was going to kill everyone around me...it lasted for about an hour before it finally just..stopped.
That's never happened before...and i dont want it to.
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*hug*
How are you feeling today? With hindsight are you able to look back and have any thoughts on what happened and why? It sounds like you've had a lot of stress, worry and sadness lately - it could be your mind's way of processing all that.
I really hope it doesn't happen again too - take care