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Had enough, Family problems.
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I don't even know where I start with this or how to word it, but no matter how I word it I'm still going to sound all pathetic and stupid. But its a big deal to me.
Me and my mum have never had a good relationship its always been on and of, at one point is was so bad that social services had to get mediation people involved to try and "Improve" our relationship, which..didn't help or work, but we talked to each other a little more, and we could go a whole 2 days without yelling at each other. and I've been a youngcarer for my dad since I was 6 so we usually have had an okay relationship I love him to bits and I used to think he thoughts the same but latley he's been off with me.
Then on friday last week, I was at my parents house and my brother started being all..horrible towards me and hitting me, and then my parents both joined in being horrible, then eventually my mum turned around and told me how she hated me and she never wants to see me again, I looked at my dad who went "Yeah, you're nothing but scum, We no longer want anything to do with you anymore".
Although that I have a lot of siblings, they really are the only family I have, and now...I don't even have them, I'm all alone..In my room in the hostel, being all depressed alone and hurting, I miss my dad like crazy but he doesn't want anything to do with me, I can't even ring them because they've changed their numbers, I can't just turn up at their house, and I daren't even go down to their end of the city. I'm just feeling alone, I've had enough and I can't take anymore shit anymore.
I just feel alone
Why does my brother..get to do the horrible stuff he did...and get away with it and I'm the one who's puished, I've had many phone calls saying its my fault and I deserved what happened, and then I've had the horrible phone calls where my mum screams down the phone to me and says how she wishes half the time that I'm my dead brother...
Me and my mum have never had a good relationship its always been on and of, at one point is was so bad that social services had to get mediation people involved to try and "Improve" our relationship, which..didn't help or work, but we talked to each other a little more, and we could go a whole 2 days without yelling at each other. and I've been a youngcarer for my dad since I was 6 so we usually have had an okay relationship I love him to bits and I used to think he thoughts the same but latley he's been off with me.
Then on friday last week, I was at my parents house and my brother started being all..horrible towards me and hitting me, and then my parents both joined in being horrible, then eventually my mum turned around and told me how she hated me and she never wants to see me again, I looked at my dad who went "Yeah, you're nothing but scum, We no longer want anything to do with you anymore".
Although that I have a lot of siblings, they really are the only family I have, and now...I don't even have them, I'm all alone..In my room in the hostel, being all depressed alone and hurting, I miss my dad like crazy but he doesn't want anything to do with me, I can't even ring them because they've changed their numbers, I can't just turn up at their house, and I daren't even go down to their end of the city. I'm just feeling alone, I've had enough and I can't take anymore shit anymore.
I just feel alone
Why does my brother..get to do the horrible stuff he did...and get away with it and I'm the one who's puished, I've had many phone calls saying its my fault and I deserved what happened, and then I've had the horrible phone calls where my mum screams down the phone to me and says how she wishes half the time that I'm my dead brother... 0
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I can't help with your mum or your remaining brother. But, were you involved in any way with his death? Was it just chance or something?
Aye, this is pretty well-documented but I can't find an accessible source (all restricted access journals, grrr).
If you can try and believe that it's their problem - because it is - maybe that will help you get through this. I hope so.
You're more than good enough for others who want you to be you.
Yes, Yes, Yes.
Yep...feel hated on more here...
That's horrible Em *hug*
That's brutal.
Another yes, yes, yes from me. Em, I'm so sorry you got that text from your aunt, you deserve so much better.
Maybe if I was dead then everyone would be able to live happily ever after..
That's a good comment