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Trying to change. :/

Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
So i haven't been here these days because i was in a mental hospital from Wednesday and i got out today.I was really getting crazy there. :/

As some of you know on my previous posts i had an appointment with Appogg on Wednesday and i went.
When he saw my scars he told me that he is going to call a doctor to see them and talk to me more.So when the doctor came he bring with him a social worker that knows more about self harm. Anyway they decided to send me to a mental hospital and told me that i have two options, Option one was that i go with my consent and Option two was that they will force me to go. So i dicided to go without any argument even though i didn't want to go.

Now i'm out I have to change my life even though i don't know how or where to start Because i don't want to go to that place again. Today my doctor decided to send me home on leave and next friday i have to go again to talk to him to see how i am doing.

I really missed all of you :yes: and i'm glad that i am here and not in that place again.

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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Hi pink_girl

    So sorry that your appointment ended up that way, I know how nervous and worried you were about going, but it is still so amazing that you went and overcame all those fears.

    How do you feel about the future now? Have they told you much about what treatment or specialists will be helping you? If you're feeling unsure about anything, perhaps it would help to write a list of questions to take along to your next appointment.

    Although this is a scary and confusing time it could also be the first step on a really positive journey.

    *hug*
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Yes i was really nervous spanner and sad too because i didn't want to stay there.
    I'm still trying to figure things out. They gave me some pills i forgot their name but my doctor told me that they will help me to calm down. I have to go next friday to talk to him and to see if i'm doing ok or not and i have a counsellor too but she didn't contacted me yet.
    So i will have to see how friday goes first.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Heyy well-done for posting :D

    That's good that u got a counsellor to talk to and sorting that out. U be fine don't worry. We are here for u good luck for friday let us know how it goes :)
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Proud of you lovely. Hope friday goes well. It will be okay I promise :)

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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Thanks Heather and Claire *hug* I am hoping too that friday go well.:yes:
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Anytime. And you know we are all here for you :)

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  • ReenaReena Posts: 1,375 Wise Owl
    Here for you hun. xx *hug* :heart: *hug*
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I really hate being alone. Why do i have to live when i'm all alone. :crying:
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