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Getting through this evening...
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Didn't want to ruin the thread in anything goes.
Is anyone else having difficulty getting through this evening?
My boyfriend was meant to be coming round to mine for a few days, but he cancelled. And then I travel 300 miles to be near him so I can spend New Year with him, and yesterday he says I can come round, and then I get a text this afternoon saying for me not to come.
He is depressed, so it's not his fault, but I'm so upset. I can't remember the last time I felt this shit. I've been dreading this time of year for ages, and yesterday when he said I could see him it was such a relief. And then to be let down again, I've been a mess all afternoon. And he won't even talk to me.
I don't know what to do with myself. I've just been out to find a road where cars drive really fast so that I have a way to end everything.
I really can't do this :crying: I have noone.
Is anyone else having difficulty getting through this evening?
My boyfriend was meant to be coming round to mine for a few days, but he cancelled. And then I travel 300 miles to be near him so I can spend New Year with him, and yesterday he says I can come round, and then I get a text this afternoon saying for me not to come.
He is depressed, so it's not his fault, but I'm so upset. I can't remember the last time I felt this shit. I've been dreading this time of year for ages, and yesterday when he said I could see him it was such a relief. And then to be let down again, I've been a mess all afternoon. And he won't even talk to me.
I don't know what to do with myself. I've just been out to find a road where cars drive really fast so that I have a way to end everything.
I really can't do this :crying: I have noone.
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Remember it's just an arbitrary day, no different from any other . It's only special because everything is closed and expensive.
Don't put so much pressure on yourself, take some time tonight to just be with you. Sorry you feel let down by your boyfriend it seems like he just needs to be on his own right now, it's so difficult that we're all so different .. some of us need company and some just need space :rolleyes:
Try not to make this day into something it's not,
dp
:yes:
Sending hugs your way *hug*
I'm pretty lonely too, but I keep thinking that when you get the the bottom things can only start getting better.