poems

Sorry need to get my mind of something before I do something stupid.

My life will never get better
Why does it feel like no one cares
I thought I had a good friend
but it wasn't true
how do I trust
trust....no....I don't know how to trust anybody anymore
I shouldn't have held on so tight
but that's what I get
I will never trust anybody again
I hate my life
I wish my life would just get better
but how can it
almost everyone hates me
nobody cares about how I feel
why am I in this world?
is it the simple fact I care to much
but I really don't know
I just wish my life would just get better
can somebody tell me why I hate my life so much

Inside
You see a smile on the outside
but that's all you can see
what if tears run down my face on the inside?
You hear a laugh on the outside
but that's you can hear
what if i'm crying out for help on the inside?
You smell the scent I wear everyday on the outside
but that's all you can smell
what if it smells like death on inside?
You feel soft, smooth skin on the outside
but that's all you can feel
what if i'm being torn apart on the inside?
You can tell i'm happy enough on the outside
but what if you can't tell i'm dying on the outside?