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The Lost Girl x

Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
Feeling Extremely Stressed,
And actually quite Depressed,
So Sick of hiding my true feelings,
I just wish i was slowly Healing,
Only time im happy is when with the one i love,
But behind close doors im a complete wreck,

I could kill myself today,
And a lot of people would never know,
As they wouldnt of realised ive hit an all time low,

Dreading the days ahead,
So i sit here all alone and cry,
All i ever seem to do is try,
Try my very hardest to get through
but its never enough,
I cant seem to win,
Everytime im happy theres always something

or someone in the way,
Why cant my happy feelings just stay,
All i can do now is pray,
Pray that one day i'll soon pass away,

I could kill myself today,
And a lot of people would never know,
As they wouldnt of realised ive hit an all time low,

Christmas is near,
Which is my biggest fear,
All i do is laugh and smile just to hide the real me,
If you really knew me you'll see that im not the real me,
I'm a girl hiding behind her smile,

I could kill myself today,
And a lot of people would never know,
As they wouldnt of realised ive hit an all time low,

I wish all my pain and hurt will soon go away,
I dont deserve to be happy,
I feel so very afraid and alone,
I'm nothing but a complete liar saying im happy,
Im "Fine" but thats so untrue,
I'm so scared that one day i wont make it through.

Comments

  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    You must be really hurting inside to write something like this*hug* . I hope you find something inside that will make you feel better.:)
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    You must be really hurting inside to write something like this*hug* . I hope you find something inside that will make you feel better.:)

    I agree. PM me if you want to *hug*
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Thanks u lovely lot :D xxx
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