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The Lost Girl x
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Feeling Extremely Stressed,
And actually quite Depressed,
So Sick of hiding my true feelings,
I just wish i was slowly Healing,
Only time im happy is when with the one i love,
But behind close doors im a complete wreck,
I could kill myself today,
And a lot of people would never know,
As they wouldnt of realised ive hit an all time low,
Dreading the days ahead,
So i sit here all alone and cry,
All i ever seem to do is try,
Try my very hardest to get through
but its never enough,
I cant seem to win,
Everytime im happy theres always something
or someone in the way,
Why cant my happy feelings just stay,
All i can do now is pray,
Pray that one day i'll soon pass away,
I could kill myself today,
And a lot of people would never know,
As they wouldnt of realised ive hit an all time low,
Christmas is near,
Which is my biggest fear,
All i do is laugh and smile just to hide the real me,
If you really knew me you'll see that im not the real me,
I'm a girl hiding behind her smile,
I could kill myself today,
And a lot of people would never know,
As they wouldnt of realised ive hit an all time low,
I wish all my pain and hurt will soon go away,
I dont deserve to be happy,
I feel so very afraid and alone,
I'm nothing but a complete liar saying im happy,
Im "Fine" but thats so untrue,
I'm so scared that one day i wont make it through.
And actually quite Depressed,
So Sick of hiding my true feelings,
I just wish i was slowly Healing,
Only time im happy is when with the one i love,
But behind close doors im a complete wreck,
I could kill myself today,
And a lot of people would never know,
As they wouldnt of realised ive hit an all time low,
Dreading the days ahead,
So i sit here all alone and cry,
All i ever seem to do is try,
Try my very hardest to get through
but its never enough,
I cant seem to win,
Everytime im happy theres always something
or someone in the way,
Why cant my happy feelings just stay,
All i can do now is pray,
Pray that one day i'll soon pass away,
I could kill myself today,
And a lot of people would never know,
As they wouldnt of realised ive hit an all time low,
Christmas is near,
Which is my biggest fear,
All i do is laugh and smile just to hide the real me,
If you really knew me you'll see that im not the real me,
I'm a girl hiding behind her smile,
I could kill myself today,
And a lot of people would never know,
As they wouldnt of realised ive hit an all time low,
I wish all my pain and hurt will soon go away,
I dont deserve to be happy,
I feel so very afraid and alone,
I'm nothing but a complete liar saying im happy,
Im "Fine" but thats so untrue,
I'm so scared that one day i wont make it through.
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I agree. PM me if you want to *hug*