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Fed Up !! Wish I Wasnt Here.. Sat Night Ended Bad
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ARGHHH SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DEPRESSED HURT ANGRY
Something happened on sat night and i feel like i cant tell any1... every body is pushing me away...
i feel like no1 wants to know but they find out they'll will feel f*kin gulity.. so upset right now.. i dont knw who to turn to only one thing i cant take this crap anymore im a failure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Something happened on sat night and i feel like i cant tell any1... every body is pushing me away...
i feel like no1 wants to know but they find out they'll will feel f*kin gulity.. so upset right now.. i dont knw who to turn to only one thing i cant take this crap anymore im a failure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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We're here if you need to vent, talk more and explore what's happened over the weekend, or about anything for that matter.
Take care
sry to hear happened to ya depressed*hug* have you told anyone?
but now just need help to forget y'know
My necks in so much pain can barely eat or drink which obv dont bother me but pain does and cant take nothing as hard to swallow ma neck is swallon
xx
It's difficult to advise you to forget about it, as sometimes that means sweeping it under the carpet. Like any problem, it's better to work through it, so that it doesn't come back to hurt you again. So keep posting and talk to the people that support you.
If your neck is in pain you may need to see a medical professional at GP, walk-in centre or A&E? Otherwise just rest take it easy.
Take care
she advised docs nd police police is a no no just wanna forget
went docs today and he sed its swallon xx
Trying to make yourself forget something can be very difficult in the first place as well. Often the more we want to forget something, the more we think about it. It’s a catch 22 really. I’m sorry you feel like everyone is pushing you away. Being assaulted is a horrible thing to have to go through but doing it alone just makes everything worse.
Please remember this, you can ignore everything else if you want, but please remember; you are not a failure. Being assaulted does not mean that you are weak. Something happened to you that you couldn’t control. It doesn’t make you any less of a person. I actually think that the fact you were able to post this on here shows you have quite a lot of courage. I would never have been able to do that. Stay strong and good luck. Xxx
I HATE myselff soooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its all my fault,
i shudnt of met him shudnt of got with him in first place,
its my fault because hes bloody good mates with a girl who assulted me
2 yrs ago, I cant win i cant do this !!
my neck is killing me and doc wudnt give me nothing for pain
as swallen and will go down on its own
xxx
It sounds like you are in agony and you are blaming yourself for what happened - because you were in the same space as him. I don't believe that it is EVER a woman's fault who is assaulted.
You have been through a really traumatic ordeal. I feel very sad that this happened to you.
You might want to just forget about it for the moment - I get that its a very difficult thing to think and talk about and your feelings may be overwhelming about it. However if you do want to talk then you might want to find your nearest Rape Crisis centre here. Different centres have different provisions but they all offer support for those who've experienced any form of sexual violence - helplines and/or counselling and will go at your pace - definitely no pressure to report what happened.
And do let us know how you get on too.
If the swelling doesn't go down, please go back to your doctor for more treatment and medication. Are any over the counter pain killers helping?
Take care :wave:
just wanna forget but cant help but punish myself
neck still hurts tiny bit been a week nd 1 day x
Glad to hear your neck is on the mend and is a bit less painful. Please don't feel you have to punish yourself - none of this is your fault. You may feel as though you in some way encouraged it or allowed it to happen. This is a very common feeling to have. But it's important to remember that, even though you may feel like that, the person who assaulted you has all the responsibility for what happened. Not you.
If you feel like coming back for more help, support or advice from people here don't hesitate - there are lots of people who may have had a similar experience to yours and will be able to help you understand the way you're feeling.
take care and keep looking after yourself and resting up.
xx
Just to reiterate what people have rightly said - none of this is your fault, just because the friend has assaulted you in the past, doesn't mean that you should have known. They are different people. Don't be too hard on yourself.
Hope you feeling OK. Take care