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Song i wrote to the one i loved :(
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You was my very first love,
I loved you with all my heart,
I wish i could let you walk away but its so hard,
You mean so much to me,
I would of never of hurt you,
You said you wouldn't ever hurt me,
but instead you broken my heart into two,
I miss you so much it hurts,
I suppose i shudnt be crying,
I should smile just because it happened,
I really am trying but just cant stop crying,
You opened up my heart,
shown me all your love then walked away,
People say its your loss,
but it really isnt is it,
You didnt want me therefor its my loss,
I always mess up everything up
i was put on this earth to fail
I didnt deserve you,
You deserved someone so much better,
Anyone would be lucky to have you
I miss you so much it hurts,
I suppose i shudnt be crying,
I should smile just because it happened,
I really am trying but just cant stop crying,
You opened up my heart,
shown me all your love then walked away,
My heart is aching,
I feel like i am breaking,
You made me smile so much, you made me laugh, you made me blush, you made me complete,
I finally saw a future i never used to see and now its all shattered in one night
I miss you so much it hurts,
I suppose i shudnt be crying,
I should smile just because it happened,
I really am trying but just cant stop crying,
You opened up my heart,
shown me all your love then walked away,
You gave me strength you gave me hope,
you gave me a reason to live,
When i was in your arms for the very first time in my life,
i felt loved, i felt safe,
Ive never been this broken,
My heart hurts,
I would of done anything for you,
I'm the kinda girl who would take a bullet for you,
so you can live the life you very much deserve
I miss you so much it hurts,
I suppose i shudnt be crying,
I should smile just because it happened,
I really am trying but just cant stop crying,
You opened up my heart,
shown me all your love then walked away,
You made me feel special, and ill never forget that,
I wish things could of been different but good things dont happen to me,
Im deverstated and just keep thinking you just dont care,
Maybe im wrong but would you really care if you woke up and found out i was gone
My heart longs for you,
My soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you,
my empty arms reach out for you
but babe you was my everything,
you made me happy but i love you enough to set you free,
even though its going to kill me
Wish people would stop pretending its gona be ok,
When they know im falling apart,
My heart is completly crushed,
Silently Crying my heart out,
And no-one seems to be about,
Theres so much i need to say to you,
Such an empty space in my heart,
I miss you so much it hurts,
I suppose i shudnt be crying,
I should smile just because it happened,
I really am trying but just cant stop crying,
You opened up my heart,
shown me all your love then walked away,
Your the only one i really loved at all
and you walked away from me,
After all the pain we shared, the tears and the laughter,
I wish you would just reappear,
or even better i would just dissappear,
I'll go now and try the very best i to try and cope but please dont hate me if i cant,
You was my very first love but i have to go now and say goodbye while i sit back and shred the tears,
Ive just gotta think you deserve so much better so ill leave you now with a goodbye and i love you.
I loved you with all my heart,
I wish i could let you walk away but its so hard,
You mean so much to me,
I would of never of hurt you,
You said you wouldn't ever hurt me,
but instead you broken my heart into two,
I miss you so much it hurts,
I suppose i shudnt be crying,
I should smile just because it happened,
I really am trying but just cant stop crying,
You opened up my heart,
shown me all your love then walked away,
People say its your loss,
but it really isnt is it,
You didnt want me therefor its my loss,
I always mess up everything up
i was put on this earth to fail
I didnt deserve you,
You deserved someone so much better,
Anyone would be lucky to have you
I miss you so much it hurts,
I suppose i shudnt be crying,
I should smile just because it happened,
I really am trying but just cant stop crying,
You opened up my heart,
shown me all your love then walked away,
My heart is aching,
I feel like i am breaking,
You made me smile so much, you made me laugh, you made me blush, you made me complete,
I finally saw a future i never used to see and now its all shattered in one night
I miss you so much it hurts,
I suppose i shudnt be crying,
I should smile just because it happened,
I really am trying but just cant stop crying,
You opened up my heart,
shown me all your love then walked away,
You gave me strength you gave me hope,
you gave me a reason to live,
When i was in your arms for the very first time in my life,
i felt loved, i felt safe,
Ive never been this broken,
My heart hurts,
I would of done anything for you,
I'm the kinda girl who would take a bullet for you,
so you can live the life you very much deserve
I miss you so much it hurts,
I suppose i shudnt be crying,
I should smile just because it happened,
I really am trying but just cant stop crying,
You opened up my heart,
shown me all your love then walked away,
You made me feel special, and ill never forget that,
I wish things could of been different but good things dont happen to me,
Im deverstated and just keep thinking you just dont care,
Maybe im wrong but would you really care if you woke up and found out i was gone
My heart longs for you,
My soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you,
my empty arms reach out for you
but babe you was my everything,
you made me happy but i love you enough to set you free,
even though its going to kill me
Wish people would stop pretending its gona be ok,
When they know im falling apart,
My heart is completly crushed,
Silently Crying my heart out,
And no-one seems to be about,
Theres so much i need to say to you,
Such an empty space in my heart,
I miss you so much it hurts,
I suppose i shudnt be crying,
I should smile just because it happened,
I really am trying but just cant stop crying,
You opened up my heart,
shown me all your love then walked away,
Your the only one i really loved at all
and you walked away from me,
After all the pain we shared, the tears and the laughter,
I wish you would just reappear,
or even better i would just dissappear,
I'll go now and try the very best i to try and cope but please dont hate me if i cant,
You was my very first love but i have to go now and say goodbye while i sit back and shred the tears,
Ive just gotta think you deserve so much better so ill leave you now with a goodbye and i love you.
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Comments
I know from past experience that song writing is a great way to vent emotions and I still do it to avoid exploding at people
you should defintly keep it up, one thing i would say as a lyricist is that its hugely long for a song, not that this is a bad thing but I found it harder to read that most lyrics but overall I loved it, keep it up