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Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
loadsa booze,pills,weed mainly Dihyrocodeine, Diazepam just scored Temazepam tonight because i scored someone H. i dont touch the stuff but i wanted to try temazepam. I was on antabuse came off it and now back on drink. Bought sage wrapped it in clingfilm and sold it to someone whos a bit slow. Started buying too many scratchcards, spending
money on fruit machines and really want laid. Thats my intrests oh and porn when i get a high sex drive which aint very often, hadnt wanked for months then done it 6 times in one day.I dont work because i'm on the sick with anxiety. What can i do i really want a gf to :shocking:

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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    jungo87 wrote: »
    loadsa booze,pills,weed mainly Dihyrocodeine, Diazepam just scored Temazepam tonight because i scored someone H. i dont touch the stuff but i wanted to try temazepam. I was on antabuse came off it and now back on drink. Bought sage wrapped it in clingfilm and sold it to someone whos a bit slow. Started buying too many scratchcards, spending
    money on fruit machines and really want laid. Thats my intrests oh and porn when i get a high sex drive which aint very often, hadnt wanked for months then done it 6 times in one day.I dont work because i'm on the sick with anxiety. What can i do i really want a gf to :shocking:

    Are you for real?
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    :p yeah could i suffer bipolor or something. i spend all my sickness benefits on every pilli can get and now its online drugs. scratch cards, fruit machines, selling sage off as grass (haha) i actually laughed there, im rambling cus im a stoned lol
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I'm tryna get my money back up i had 1000 saved up its now down to 69GBP :no: i scored 6 zopliclone tabs, and 30 5mg Diazepam tablets. i owe him 60GBP because i pay him twenty quid for scoring it for me. Then i've a eighth of weed to pick up tomorrow, another 25 quid then twenty to him for getting it for me. And i've been offered 10 blues 2 quid a piece. So i'll be skint but loads of drugs. And i'm keeping booze money.:d
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Hi jungo87

    You might want to try our askTheSite service. You can submit a question and get a response from a trained advisor within 3 days. They deal with mental health as well as issues around drugs and drug addiction, relationships and more.

    It sounds like you need to talk to someone about how out of control things seem to be getting. You mentioned you're off work due to anxiety, could you make another appointment with your GP and let them know about what's been going on? Is there anyone else close to you that you can talk to? It can help to try and deal with things one small step at a time rather than trying to fix everything at once.

    How about making an appoitment and then seeing where that goes?

    Let us know how you're getting on :)
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Why are you smiling? Its people like you who give benefit claimants bad names.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    JavaKrypt wrote: »
    Why are you smiling? Its people like you who give benefit claimants bad names.

    I'm not smiling about anything, and i'ma genuine claimaint unless your a doctor.


    well i've no real friends except drug contacts and there not really friends. I want a gf i think that would straighten me out. Thanks people for the genuine replies:thumb:
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    jungo87 wrote: »
    loadsa booze,pills,weed mainly Dihyrocodeine, Diazepam just scored Temazepam tonight because i scored someone H. i dont touch the stuff but i wanted to try temazepam. I was on antabuse came off it and now back on drink. Bought sage wrapped it in clingfilm and sold it to someone whos a bit slow. Started buying too many scratchcards, spending
    money on fruit machines and really want laid. Thats my intrests oh and porn when i get a high sex drive which aint very often, hadnt wanked for months then done it 6 times in one day.I dont work because i'm on the sick with anxiety. What can i do i really want a gf to :shocking:

    And you look such a nice boy. :eek2:

    image.php?u=39750&dateline=1280839188&type=profile
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I'm not smiling about anything, and i'ma genuine claimaint unless your a doctor.

    You may have been once upon a time, but now, and you've even said it yourself, you are blowing it all on drugs. Even saying "unless I'm a doctor" shows you shouldn't be claiming, hints that a doctor would sign you off?
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    JavaKrypt wrote: »
    You may have been once upon a time, but now, and you've even said it yourself, you are blowing it all on drugs. Even saying "unless I'm a doctor" shows you shouldn't be claiming, hints that a doctor would sign you off?

    My doctor and my CPN? I also see a psychiatrist evrery 3 months.
    I split with a girli was seeing for 2 and a half year and when i started drinking everynight she left me, i was heatbroken, so turned to drink, even jumped on a train to Glasgow in my drunken state thinking i could win her back. But she got me arrested for annoying her at her work. I got over her but then started back on the drink, then started experementing with drugs. Nothing heavy as i've smoked weed years ago. Now i'm just wanting to be out of it because i sometimes don't see any point in my existance. Drugs esp weed make me happy, drink dulls my emotions. god i'm blabbering on again. Need toput down the ashtray :D
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    What's your excuse for selling bad dope?

    You want a girlfriend and that will fix you?
    Relying on someone else to fix you is never a good idea and it's doubtful your going to find one that would want to clean up your mess.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Yo

    Relying on someone else to fix you is never a good idea and it's doubtful your going to find one that would want to clean up your mess.
    -

    This.

    In my experiance of needing people to 'fix me' or make me better have only ended up with my feeling worse. And more importanly causing them alot of pain and heartache. In the end being single and sorting myself out was the best option then I was in a good state of mind to find someone who I could have fun with. Not someone I needed but someone I wanted.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    What's your excuse for selling bad dope?

    You want a girlfriend and that will fix you?
    Relying on someone else to fix you is never a good idea and it's doubtful your going to find one that would want to clean up your mess.

    actuactly she left because she couldn't bebothered with me beinh hammered everyday. people keep telling me i need to sort my head out before getting involved with anyone and the sad fact is there right. i would still go back with my ex if she toook me, and i would give up the drink
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Why can't you speak to someone about your drug taking? No drugs = more money + less or no anxiety.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    jungo87 wrote: »
    split with a girli was seeing for 2 and a half year and when i started drinking everynight she left me, i was heatbroken, so turned to drink,

    But you said this :
    jungo87 wrote: »
    actuactly she left because she couldn't bebothered with me beinh hammered everyday. people keep telling me i need to sort my head out before getting involved with anyone and the sad fact is there right. i would still go back with my ex if she toook me, and i would give up the drink

    So you were drinking before she left you.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Teagan wrote: »
    But you said this :



    So you were drinking before she left you.

    Meaning he'd be drinking if she came back.
    Why not stop now if it's that easy?
    You have become a needy person.
    Needing others.
    Others won't want you until you are less needy ...like standing on your own two feet and wanting someone you can love ...take care of ...look after ...put before yourself.

    You sound like your in a mess and it won't be easy undoing.
    If you care about anyone ...seek professional help.
    Your in the poor me category at the moment.

    Just out of interest and of course you don't have to answer ...how old are you?
    Do you live alone?
    Why are you on disability benefits?
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Teagan wrote: »
    And you look such a nice boy. :eek2:

    image.php?u=39750&dateline=1280839188&type=profile

    :d



    I think you will end up a bit slow like the guy you ripped off if you keep taking all that crap.

    If your unhappy with your situation or yourself then you have to make some changes, simple as that, otherwise... continue as you are.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Teagan wrote: »
    But you said this :



    So you were drinking before she left you.

    i was drinking before she left ive had a problem with it since i was 17, i didnt drink as much though when we was together, i miss snuggling up on the couch with her watching the bill or
    some random shit
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Meaning he'd be drinking if she came back.
    Why not stop now if it's that easy?
    You have become a needy person.
    Needing others.
    Others won't want you until you are less needy ...like standing on your own two feet and wanting someone you can love ...take care of ...look after ...put before yourself.

    You sound like your in a mess and it won't be easy undoing.
    If you care about anyone ...seek professional help.
    Your in the poor me category at the moment.

    Just out of interest and of course you don't have to answer ...how old are you?
    Do you live alone?
    Why are you on disability benefits?

    I wouldn't want a relationship the now it wouldn't be fair on the girl. I'm in a mess but managing to survive, i know i could get a girl but it wouldn't last and i'd be left to pick up the pieces. I am seeking professional help i'm seeing a CPN and psychiatrist. I'm 23, yeah live alone and hate it (but don't if that makes sence) And i'm on disability for anxiety and OCD.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    sepumseeme wrote: »
    :d



    I think you will end up a bit slow like the guy you ripped off if you keep taking all that crap.

    If your unhappy with your situation or yourself then you have to make some changes, simple as that, otherwise... continue as you are.

    I'm not slow far from it, a bit niave at times but thats usually the drugs clouding my judgement. I'm trying to make changes, i know i'm a alright looking guy but i'm very skinny and every cunt i meet keeps reminding me ( your losing weight cut out the drink and eat) aye sound advice it's that easy. i'm going to buy that whey protein and bulk up because its my body i'm unhappy with, my looks i think are alright
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    jungo87 wrote: »
    I'm not slow far from it, a bit niave at times but thats usually the drugs clouding my judgement. I'm trying to make changes, i know i'm a alright looking guy but i'm very skinny and every cunt i meet keeps reminding me ( your losing weight cut out the drink and eat) aye sound advice it's that easy. i'm going to buy that whey protein and bulk up because its my body i'm unhappy with, my looks i think are alright

    See from your very dumb fuck sounding first post I think we have extracted from you that you aint a dumb fuck after all.
    You sound a reasonably intelligent guy now.:d
    Far as I'm concerned we're all damaged goods so your not alone after all.
    When your in a hole it can be ...and usually is ...very difficult to climb back out ...I know from personal experience from personal mistakes I've made.
    Keep talking about shit on here ...your shit ...it can be very therapeutic getting it out and into writing and were all anonymous so you have nothing to lose letting it go on here.
    Been in a few holes myself over the years.
    Some dark tunnels too.

    Anyway ...I think the booze is what you should be concentrating on.
    Are you getting out in the daytime?
    In the fresh air ...even for a stroll?
    It's good stuff and still legal.
    Try helping someone ...even in a small way ...it's what makes us human and keeps us that way.
    Very positive force giving of yourself.
    I'm knackered and off to my bed.
    Stay safe stay free ...and grow strong.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    ...the stroll ...not to the fucking pub ok?
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    ...the stroll ...not to the fucking pub ok?

    :lol:
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    ...the stroll ...not to the fucking pub ok?

    :) it didn't even enter my thoughts
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    jungo87 wrote: »
    I'm not slow far from it, a bit niave at times but thats usually the drugs clouding my judgement. I'm trying to make changes, i know i'm a alright looking guy but i'm very skinny and every cunt i meet keeps reminding me ( your losing weight cut out the drink and eat) aye sound advice it's that easy. i'm going to buy that whey protein and bulk up because its my body i'm unhappy with, my looks i think are alright


    I gotta say i hate it when those cunts say things like "you need to put on weight" it may be said for the right reason but i know as you do (i was real underweight a few years back - coke problem) it makes you feel worse and drives you down, especially if youve ignored the fact and your in a good mood. I tried to quit a couple of times but i never really had the drive, then one day it all become too much, depression, CriticAL PaRaNoIa, guilt, regret, it was eating me alive and on the 6th April 2006 i stopped every addiction i had, no more coke, e, cigerettes or even tea, as all addictions had to stop, it was now or never, i started eating loads to try and put weight on, i was about 9 stone... then i went gym after a while and i never looked back. two months later i was 10 and a half stone, now im at my natural 11 stone.

    You said your trying to make changes which is wonderful, thats exactly the attitude you need and if you are trying you change then you will succeed.

    Try force feeding yourself, if you buy a chocolate bar, buy two instead, set out a schedule, make sure you start eating much more than what you are already then your body will have no choice but to put on extra weight, you wont put none on if you keep eating the same amounts you already eat, it has to be more...

    When you put more weight on your confidence will improve which will have a knock on effect on other problem areas.

    Start exercising a little, try to stay away from drugs and dont sink in the quicksand of your thoughts too much, stay focused on a positive improved future for yourself.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    when you start 'eating loads' keep it healthy from personal experience, otherwise you will just be burning shite food and end up injuring yourself..

    stick to fruit and greens
  • **helen****helen** Mod malarkist Posts: 9,235 Listening Ear
    when you start 'eating loads' keep it healthy from personal experience, otherwise you will just be burning shite food and end up injuring yourself..

    stick to fruit and greens

    :yes:
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