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Extremely depressed and suicidal plz help but plz dnt judge me :(
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OMG i really want to die right now for eating i know it sounds stupid but im going to get fat and please dont say i wont get fat because i will coz for days ive been eating under 300 cals so now its guna pile on
Feel sooooo down cant stop crying and cutting today feel so down not just for eating other things to ive had enough of life ive done my living now i want to die is that so much to ask? seriously?
Is it a crime to want to die so bad?
No-one understands... i dont know who to turn too plz dont say ring crisis team because i dont ring people
xx
Feel sooooo down cant stop crying and cutting today feel so down not just for eating other things to ive had enough of life ive done my living now i want to die is that so much to ask? seriously?
Is it a crime to want to die so bad?
No-one understands... i dont know who to turn too plz dont say ring crisis team because i dont ring people
xx
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You cant get fat that quickly, and apart from giving you advice thats just likely to wind you up re: why are you eating only 300 calories, then theres not much I can do.
You've not been eating properly so that in itself is probably making you feel crap. From experiance it made me feel weak and pretty horrible and not in the best place to make any decisions...
You're not going to want to here this and i am sure you already know but 300 calories is not enough, you wont put weight on that quickly because be the sounds of your other threads you haven't really been eating much anyway.
Putting the eating aside for the minute, what else is making you feel rubbish?
Maybe instead of ringing people maybe email the samaritains?
You wont get fat that quickly...:). You should be happy to be the weight you are....If you do not eat properly and are eating less that 300 calories you can become ever so ill.
Yes it is a crime to want to attempt murder...:(...As you have been givin life to live it not for it to be wasted.
Instead of ringing what about writeing a letter speaking to people maybe the first thing to solve everything.....:)
Take care,
Think about eating more I used to only eat 250 colories ended up in hospital very ill.
*hug*
I've seen loades of your posts around you seem OK sometimes but also low...:)
You need to believe in your self more and be more confident and not give up on your self so quickly x