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On the edge of becoming homocidal.
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I'm sick of all of this bullshit. I've lost all sense of privacy, because the pathetic little fucks at my school have started searching for me and looking for any website i've left even the slightest trace on so that they have something to insult me for. They've even been here, and i'm fairly sure they'll read this at some point in the near future. I can't do anything without people finding out or rumours being spread, and with some of the stuff i've posted on here, i'll be getting more abuse than ever before at school.
This was just to vent, feel free to give any opinions or whatever.
This was just to vent, feel free to give any opinions or whatever.
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Thanks. They're pathetic excuses for human beings who mock everything I do or say.
This type of person might pop up in your life periodically (at lot less once you've left school I've found), so perhaps try to consider them as practise for how to deal with difficult people? That is a skill that will do you well for the rest of your life.
I try not to let them get to me, but it's just a farce. Like I had a website that I would write stories on, they found out about it, now I get shit for it. There have been various untrue rumours, as well as them finding out about TheSite, which was effectivley my haven, where I could post knowing people would be decent and nobody would insult, but of course that is going to be completely ruined. To top it all off, I have at least another year of this, probably three since i'll most likely stay for sixth form.
There must have been a trail somewhere.
Other than that, ignore them, and lessen the opportunity for them to annoy you. use pseudonyms and don't tell them of your internet browsing habits.
I tend to use "Fish94" for most of my account name on most websites. I won't be doing that again, but still, I didn't exactly expect people to suddenly start looking for every site i've ever visited.
If they manage to stay on til 6th form, they might have grown up a little by then, stop their behaviour and even feel ashamed of themselves.
I don't intend on telling any teachers. It just promotes more bullshit and makes the situation worse. And to be honest, I highly doubt they will ever grow up, they're that pathetic.
i think this statement answers your own question. :yes:
do these people at school know you use fish94 as your username? If so, make a new facebook account with a different log in name.
Facebook? Everyone knows my REAL name, they'll find my FB anyway. They know I have it, but i'm not on their FB friends so it makes no difference. Its other websites, where stuff is more personal.
I wouldn't want people running a Google search and reading all about my sex life and my disfunctional family! Only my hubby and the mods know who I really am. The mods wouldn't like to think that your use of TheSite was the cause of bullying. I am sure they would be perfectly happy for you to set up a completely new account under a different name.
Hope the situation gets better for you soon.
XXXXX:wave:
I know its hard when at school still but try and take it on the chin. Take it like a man whatever they come out with; they will be the ones looking like kids. Easier said than done though. :thumb:
Quite frankly i'm just sick of them, but I knew I could count on you guys and girls to make me feel better about it.
Wanting to commit homicide, i.e killing someone.
So how did they get your details in the first place?
Placing a random hit in Google is literally a billion to one shot.
Damn! I thought you may have meant that you were feeling 'homosexual'! :impissed:
Someone told them about my Wattpad (Writing website) account. Must have figured from that I assume.
I'd go gay for you any day Teagan!
Haha! Aw, you're so sweet. But remember, these people might be reading this board. You don't need them casting any further aspersions to your name!
By the way, going back to the gist of this thread, keep up the writing etc. Only gob-shite dickheads would be jealous of someone's interest in writing etc. You won't be with them forever and it's likely you will have a far more successful life than what they can ever dream to have. :thumb:
Thanks, you really have no idea how much that means
And to be honest, i'd rather people think i'm gay than believe the rumours that have been going around. Anyway, most of them are related to females, so I doubt anyone would think i'm gay.
Perhaps.
OK. I'd suggest be more careful of what you tell people in future.