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Think I'm going mental.
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Honestly I don't know what to do. I think I'm going mad. My mum found out on Friday that I've had sex, and is SO angry with me. Social services are coming round tomorrow (1st of September) because I had to go to hospital, due to self harm. In hospital they found out about me having sex.... But anyway- I'm sure I should be upset or angry or something? But I don't feel anything. I'm just sort of... emotionless.
I feel like a freak! Why aren't I upset? I should be, I'm either being put in care or going to boarding school.... I SHOULD BE CRYING.
AARRRGGG I just feel weird.
Crying-angel x
I feel like a freak! Why aren't I upset? I should be, I'm either being put in care or going to boarding school.... I SHOULD BE CRYING.
AARRRGGG I just feel weird.
Crying-angel x
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I'm having a really tough time at home as well and I have become 'emotionless' even though I know I should be doing more than I am. Infact I've been bursting out into fits of laughter even though I'm really worried about a horrible situation which I don't find remotely funny :yeees:
You're not a freak, it probably hasn't sunk in yet and I'm sure when it does you will make up for it! I hope things work out
C-A x
yes but why would you be put in care? surely your mum will fight to stop that? i find your posts well confusing honey. x
She's 12. Having sex at that age is not 'fine', protected or otherwise, and I'm not surprised her mum is going a bit spare!
I really do think that with your self-harm and the sexual side it's good that social services are involved as it will hopefully get you the help and support you need.
C-A xx
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C-A x
Did you TELL them you've been made to have sex?
C-A x
C-A x
I guess I do want help.... but then again, I just think other people out there need it more.
C-A x
Rape is rape, regardless of what you want to THINK[/b[ of what happened to you.
I need help don't I. I really do.
C-A x
C-A x
but it is hard for her too to accept that she wasnt able to protect you from harm. She will feel partly to blame.
I hope you manage to get stuff sorted x
When my mum found out I was harming, she hated me. Or, I thought she hated me. What she was actually thinking was probably more along the lines of that she had failed me as a mother, especially since my elder sister was also a harmer in her teens (and also especially after a stupid doctor told her she was a bad parent).
Give her a few weeks to calm down, then try and talk to her openly and honestly about what happened. I know it will be hard but she will appreciate your honesty.
Sound's like you have a lot to deal with at the moment. You've been given some great words of advice and wisdom on your thread. We just wondered how things were for you now?
Take care and keep posting