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Hey im new to this bored.
I wanted to post this message to get a few views from other people, as there has been a few things playing on my mind constantly, every minute, and its driving me crazy!
On Saturday night, my gf admited she was bisexual.
At the time, i was kinda happy about it, as its a bit of a turn on for some men. But recently, its thrown more things into my mind that have been making me paranoid.
These things i keep thinking, are things like "what if she wants to go behind my back and try things with a women to see what its like" She always masterbates over lesbian porn, and that is making me wonder if she only likes women, as she said men in porn vids don't turn her on. Its making me go crazy and there are alot more things playing on my mind.
I am seriously thinking on ending our 10month relationship but i really don't want to because i love her, but i don't feel as i can go on with this as its just going to drive me even more mad and fu*k me up even more.
Please help guys, what shall i do? Opinions please
I wanted to post this message to get a few views from other people, as there has been a few things playing on my mind constantly, every minute, and its driving me crazy!
On Saturday night, my gf admited she was bisexual.
At the time, i was kinda happy about it, as its a bit of a turn on for some men. But recently, its thrown more things into my mind that have been making me paranoid.
These things i keep thinking, are things like "what if she wants to go behind my back and try things with a women to see what its like" She always masterbates over lesbian porn, and that is making me wonder if she only likes women, as she said men in porn vids don't turn her on. Its making me go crazy and there are alot more things playing on my mind.
I am seriously thinking on ending our 10month relationship but i really don't want to because i love her, but i don't feel as i can go on with this as its just going to drive me even more mad and fu*k me up even more.
Please help guys, what shall i do? Opinions please
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You say you've had a 10 month relationship, yet intimidate yourself with those kind of questions? ask yourself instead if you have built enough trust.
A relationship should be fun! not somethin to worry about. figure out what is playing with your mind and why it is bothering you. then have a talk with your girlfriend and sort it out. :angel:
:chin: on second thoughts, as i mentioned fun, try a test, see how she reacts when you say you've turn gay. (do it with a joky smile after you said it a couple of seconds later, just so she doesn't think your takin the p)
Overall conclusion
-Have positive thoughts
-Question the trust you both have
-A test, (maybe u can demonstrate that being str8 is better
-Have a nice talk.
Yours sincerely
Cruz
Plenty of people question their sexuality at some point, but just 'cause she's admitted that she likes women too, doesn't mean she's gonna run off with someone else.
I would think that her telling you shows that she trusts you, and wanted to be open with you. If you're finding it all a bit wierd, why not have a chat with her about it, she may well be able to ease your mind.
Oh yeah, and re. the porn thing, to be honest I don't think it's that uncommon for women to be put off by the male porn actors. I'm straight, and they certainly don't do anything for me.
Also lots of women don't find men in porn a turn on, watching porn of a guy wanking would do nothing for me and yet I consider myself pretty much straight. It doesn't mean anything and clearly she is attracted to guys to be able to have a relationship with you for that amount of time.
By all means talk to her about it if you are worried and need reassurance, but I think it is a ridiculous thing to end a relationship over and it seems like you have some massive trust issues.
A relationship where you cant be honest and open with each other isnt a properly functioning relationship.
*gasp* The next thing you will suggest is a pact with the devil!
I've already made mine.
Just don't make it a serious issue.
Tell me how it goes
Cruz :thumb:
That sounds like a very immature and backwards attitude to have. It sounds almost like you're not ready for a serious relationship.
Sexuality and relationships are a very personal thing and despite the strange, childish initial reaction I can understand the difficulty you are having. Only you can ultimately decide whether you love her enough to stay with her despite this.
Personally I don't think the type of porn and fantasies someone climaxes over has any bearing on their sexuality, and it might just be a phase. Sexuality is a very weird and wonderful thing. Over time, you may learn to accept it and love her for it. But if you just can't cope with it, noones going to shoot you. It's your decision and if it's meant to be it's meant to be.
My ex gf was also bi. Her last relationship was with another female.....to me its not a turn on or nothing but she is cool in ways that other people arent. How? I can speak to her about 'anything' and she won't avoid it or nothing. So yeah. Now about your problem.....man just try to work with it and be honbest with her.
I'd say your first mistake with this is to focus on the sexuality issue - thats not what is at the heart of this - its trust and re-assurance. If she's going to go with someone else whether she is bi or not really makes no difference. Explain to her that you are feeling insecure and that need a bit or re-assurance every now and then - if she cant do that then I'm sorry to say but the relationship is doomed.
Girl girl porn is (most of the time) not like this, the girls usually seem to genuinely enjoy it, or at least they put on a better act because they're not being used as a hole for a cock.
Just to add, the occasional time I have found straight porn that seems genuine, like the partners are actually into each other and caring about the woman's aswell as the mans pleasure, i've loved it. But these are few and far between, unless you go for really soft porn but that's just shite imo.
So hope that answers why your gf prefers girl girl porn.