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She Left Me
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Hey People. I havn't been here for a while, and i have a list of reason but i was hoping i could get a little help and/or advice still.
My Fiancee left me about 5 months ago, after she was living with me for nearly 3 years.
She said it was a problem with a few things, the fact that she didnt feel wanted due to me not comming home and having sex with her everyday after work.
She moved about an hours drive away, and told me she wanted to still see if it could work and maybe if i could change we could get back to how it is supposed to be.
Within the 4 months of her being away, she txt me and called me and we saw each other and she told me over and over that she still loved me, i found out that she had a small thing over the net with her best mate and told her i didnt beleive her and wanted her to show me she loved me.
then 2 weeks ago she went to america to see her family, over her birthday, and she spoke to me on msn while she was there and told me she would be back in 2 weeks
then on monday night her time she would be leaving and would be back in england at 11 tuesday morning, i asked her to txt me as soon as she got in, and i would sort out a time to come see her.
she kept telling me over and over again, "no matter what remember i love you" i thought she was just getting weird before she got on the plane incase of an accident, as that is what she has done before.
then i called the guy she was stayin with in england as to find out where she was coz she didnt txt me at 11 when she got in, he told me that she said to him she wasnt comming back. so i called her parents in america and her dad answered and i asked to talk to her. He said yea sure and told her i was on the phone, and she told him she didnt want to talk to me, thus he told me and then hung up.
ive emailed her countless times, asking her to call me or let me call her, or email me and let me know why she has done what she has done.
tried saying the "you obviously never loved me or you would talk to me about this" and she still hasnt contacted me.
And now i feel like im going to die, i thought this girl i was going to spend the rest of my life with, i feel ruined, i feel like she just used me for our whole relationship now, and feel extreamly close to doing something stupid (i know thats stupid but its just how i feel) and i dont know what do to or where to go, i keep having a 10 minute break down where i all of a sudden cant breathe and think im gonna pass out.
mates have told me to just get over her and go out, but i just cant feel like that is going to work.
i just dont feel like going out, i cant think about other girls, i cant do anything.
If anyone can help me, id be so greatfull
Cheers
My Fiancee left me about 5 months ago, after she was living with me for nearly 3 years.
She said it was a problem with a few things, the fact that she didnt feel wanted due to me not comming home and having sex with her everyday after work.
She moved about an hours drive away, and told me she wanted to still see if it could work and maybe if i could change we could get back to how it is supposed to be.
Within the 4 months of her being away, she txt me and called me and we saw each other and she told me over and over that she still loved me, i found out that she had a small thing over the net with her best mate and told her i didnt beleive her and wanted her to show me she loved me.
then 2 weeks ago she went to america to see her family, over her birthday, and she spoke to me on msn while she was there and told me she would be back in 2 weeks
then on monday night her time she would be leaving and would be back in england at 11 tuesday morning, i asked her to txt me as soon as she got in, and i would sort out a time to come see her.
she kept telling me over and over again, "no matter what remember i love you" i thought she was just getting weird before she got on the plane incase of an accident, as that is what she has done before.
then i called the guy she was stayin with in england as to find out where she was coz she didnt txt me at 11 when she got in, he told me that she said to him she wasnt comming back. so i called her parents in america and her dad answered and i asked to talk to her. He said yea sure and told her i was on the phone, and she told him she didnt want to talk to me, thus he told me and then hung up.
ive emailed her countless times, asking her to call me or let me call her, or email me and let me know why she has done what she has done.
tried saying the "you obviously never loved me or you would talk to me about this" and she still hasnt contacted me.
And now i feel like im going to die, i thought this girl i was going to spend the rest of my life with, i feel ruined, i feel like she just used me for our whole relationship now, and feel extreamly close to doing something stupid (i know thats stupid but its just how i feel) and i dont know what do to or where to go, i keep having a 10 minute break down where i all of a sudden cant breathe and think im gonna pass out.
mates have told me to just get over her and go out, but i just cant feel like that is going to work.
i just dont feel like going out, i cant think about other girls, i cant do anything.
If anyone can help me, id be so greatfull
Cheers
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It will take time and the support of your friends but you will move on...
*hugs
Of course you cant think about anything else, but it will pass, please believe me. You are going to feel like there will never be anyone else, and you dont wanna go out etc, but it will change. You arent ready to even think about it yet, but it'll happen.
For the time being, just be with people who do love you, talk about it, be kind to yourself.
This is her problem and I have to agree that if she cant level with you then you are beta off out of it. You cant feel it now, but you will.xx
Look at this as a new start to life. She obviously wasn't the one you were supposed to be with, so perhaps change your life a little. Start an evening course, or take up a new hobby. Learn to live your life to the full, then at least some good will have come out of such a bad situation.
Good luck, and *hugs*
She sounds like a spineless twat and the fact that she couldnt tell you she was moving over permantantly is harsh. But out of sight out of mind it will be easier for you if you don't keep bumping into her.
As corny as it sounds go out on the pull or whatever book a holiday or even just get a hair cut but do something to take your mind off it.
Hope your ok
Love Instie (sam durden)
P.s OMEG check out my signiture, do you remmeber that? Hahaha!!
I have, however, no advice for you. sorry
Hey, *hugs*
These are completely understandable feelings, so don't rush yourself. It's good to try and distract yourself a bit - like maybe read a good book, watch some new films etc and go out with your friends maybe for a quiet one, but you shouldn't be expected to go out looking for a new girl just yet. Perhaps think about taking up something new, something you've never had time for before. If everything is really getting on top on you, you can always come here and get things off your chest, or pop into one of our chat sessions. Take care
I'm around on MSN if you wanna chat too.
P.S. Sam, I think I am in love with your signature
Untouched all the way from 2003, amazing isnt it, i'm not ever changing it lol, memorys!!
Sam, cheers, you made me laugh with that excellent sig of yours, just thinking about back in the day makes me smile.
And cheers to Franki, Frankie, Frankay too, nice to know i have ya there even after all this time!(Made a big mistake back in the day) lol.
Many thanks to everyone else, to, im just picking out the people i actually Know because im like that, but yeah! Im assuming, that every1 is gonna tell me NO to this but ill go for it anyways.
"IF" she did come back and told me she made a massive mistake and realises what she done wrong...should i get back with her or not?
Bez
I think that if you did get back with her, you would opening yourself up to a future full of pain and uncertainty. Apart from anything else she has left the country with no warning or concerns about how you would feel... if she has done that once she could certainly do it again.
The other thing is Bez, you guys were engaged, engaged to be married - when you marry someone you promise to be true to them... to live the rest of your lives with honesty and trust - could you really do that based on what has happened?
I think you need to chalk this one up as a lesson learned and start again...
*hugs