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God I feel rough this morning, never go out on a thursday when you've got work the following day... especially as I'm suffering from:
1) White as a ghost
2) Blurred Vison unable to view a monitor properly
3) Excelled Heart Rate
4) Dilated Pupils
5) Blood-Shot Eyes
6) Muscle Twitchness and Spasm all over
Not wise, other thing I'm going to point out before I display my previous nights list of shame, I am not showing off and I'm definatly not proud of the amount I take and I have considered going for help on many occasions.. anyway...
£25 worth of Speed
6 Pills
Bloody horendous as well, usually of quantities like this I'm not too bad but for some reason last night I was completely mullered and still am.... I got home at about 4am and spent until 10-2-8 standind over the toilet trying to piss... I got to work about 50 minutes late having had no-sleep and now I'm in a state at work and can hardly read the monitor.. good job everyone here thinks I only drink...
Advice... don't try this at home...
1) White as a ghost
2) Blurred Vison unable to view a monitor properly
3) Excelled Heart Rate
4) Dilated Pupils
5) Blood-Shot Eyes
6) Muscle Twitchness and Spasm all over
Not wise, other thing I'm going to point out before I display my previous nights list of shame, I am not showing off and I'm definatly not proud of the amount I take and I have considered going for help on many occasions.. anyway...
£25 worth of Speed
6 Pills
Bloody horendous as well, usually of quantities like this I'm not too bad but for some reason last night I was completely mullered and still am.... I got home at about 4am and spent until 10-2-8 standind over the toilet trying to piss... I got to work about 50 minutes late having had no-sleep and now I'm in a state at work and can hardly read the monitor.. good job everyone here thinks I only drink...
Advice... don't try this at home...
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well if that is u dont include alcohol as a drug!
i am really open about this witevery1 |(even if they do think im a geek!) but one day me n my bf were snooping round his brothers room (hes a bit of a rebel!!!) and we found this tin full of lighters and other shit, and my bloke thought it would be a good idea 2 shuv a gauze under my nose and told me 2 sniff!! which means that i have inhaled some form of pot!!
im kinda not to up on all the terms so if u dont understand this........DONT WORRY!!!
luv 2 all jo-lizzie xxx
Been there done that. I used to go into work and school like that all the time. Once I was still high on pills but I managed to act normal. Speed usually lasts for a while so aren't you still fucked or are you coming down. It is the worst when you are coming down because you don't want to talk to anybody which could land you in trouble with your work mates. I am more sensible now so if I have work the next day I don't do drugs.
same here jolizzie, ive not even smoked a cigarette before and i dont intend to. i mean if i did then id smoke pot too occasionally i reckon, but im not about to start smoking. and i dont care who else knows ive not tried drugs, i mean i dont think theyre particularly cool or whatever, ive got nothign to prove to anyone and im not goign to pretend ive done something when i havent, when i dont even want to do it.
yeah ill shut up now <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/biggrin.gif"> i guess you know its your own fault justin..! <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/frown.gif"> <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/tongue.gif"> <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/frown.gif"> ... i stayed on the net last night till and didnt get to sleep till 7am, and had to get up at 11:30 for work <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/frown.gif"> almost fell asleep in the boring training things today... so i kinda know how you feel, to a lesser extent, without the effects from the drugs! lol
Burn baby burn!
but saying that i dont even drink that often....christ im sounding like a right sado!
Burn baby burn!
i don't take any drugs either. i get offered a lot, especially in clubs, and it doesn't help when my best mate offers me it and i have to try and tell her im not interested. i don't even smoke. i tried to ages ago...but one was enough. it was stinking and i coughed like mad!!
i have nothing against drugs. my mates takes them...and all my past b/f's has taken them. their life, their choice. as long as they know what they're doing and aware of senses, im ok with them taking it when we're out together.
im not ashamed to admit to people that "i don't do pills." it's my life and my body...and i choose to do what i want to do to it. some times i get sudden urges just to try it, but most of the times, im just too afraid, i will either get addicted or die from just one E. wierd things just comes into my head.
i do drink though. not that it makes me a criminal. im not addicted and i can go out without drink. i don't need drink to make sure i will have a good nite. drink to me is just a bonus.
having a drink hangover for 24 hours is bad enough. just don't think i can manage depression, headaches, sickness for days from taking drugs. ta very much!
children in the front causes accidents...accidents in the back causes children...
Ha Ha Ha Ha
What the fcuk were you doing caining that amount of drugs when you had work in the morning?
I used to fly like Peter Pan
11pm - 3pills
3am - £10 wrap wizz
5am - weed
8am - 1ltr bottle red square
at work at the moment pissed and stoned out of my tree... feckin stupid...
*grrrrrs @ himself*
Why?
I used to fly like peter pan
fridays are crap, sat too expensive
Cheap night out?
I used to fly like peter pan
cheaper on thursday than friday... fridays £15 would be about £25
Drugs cost usually accounts for:
£20 wizz
£20 4-6 pills (depending on dealer)
[This message has been edited by Justin Credible (edited 11-05-2001).]
One thing I will say also in my defence is that I have read into what I do heavily and have a good knowledge about what MDMA/MDA/MDEA and various other related products.
I will agree with you that some of what I do is indeed stupid, this has been going on for sometime and basically the reason why I do it is as an escape method...