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sigh.
when will it be over?
how you feeling today sikorah?
hope you feel better soon. you're not an idiot.
sorry-hope you feel better soon aswell-my counsellor keeps emailing me to go back and i just dont think i can-sorry
Lately nothing seems to be going right i have no money and i know that seems minor bt its bothering me. im behind with all my assignments coz i tried to kill myself and ended up in hosp where i cudnt do them. they released me thinking that i was gona make an appointment with sum1 bt i just find it so hard to ask for help in person. iv recently come to the conclusion that im beginning to be severely bulimic i cnt now keep ne food down without it makin me want to vomit until im retching bile - i know i am so why i cnt ask for help - because im overweight and no1 will believe me bt last night after i purged i cudnt stop shakin n my heart was racin i was really scared i tried talking to my mum abt it and she sed well u dnt look it and disregarded the subject it took a lot for me to say that and now im scared about tellin ne1 else. i know its an idiotic thing bt i am losing weight bt i dnt want that to be the way nemore bt i dnt now how i can stop. im worried that i have all this on my mind and that in the dark of night when i cnt sleep and its all going round my head i will really realise its not worth it n try to do something stupid. last time i tried to slit my wrists n got stitched bt all the times b4 that its been overdose n the last time i did they sed i wudnt survive i dnt want to die i just want this to be over. sorry to rant in comparison to everyone else my problems seem so trivial bt well i really need help.
please get help and dont disregard your problems-they are as valid as anyone elses-to be honest people who are bulimic are slighly above avwerage size so saying because you are overweight that you cant be bulimic is a false statement-please take care of yourself
People are more understanding than what some people think..give it a go at getting help..what's the worst that can happen? I'm guessing that you can't feel much worse than you already do.
Good luck!
HP - thats not a good sign. If your cutting a lot deeper or with sharper blades then before to get any where near the same effect is scary. Phone the Smaritans if you need some to talk to or go and see your doctor for some proffesioial help. You have noting to be sorry for but you have to look after yourself.
I have to say it again, but I really do think you need some serious proffesional help before things get even worse.
Good Luck!
thanks cal needed the laugh.
will drop you a pm..
Ignore it. The ignore fuction is a god send somedays.
im sorry