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Im hooked on pills
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Im into pills and i know i SHOULD stop but i dont want to.What can i do? Last friday i went to a party but cant remeber what i did there.I could have slept with someone or killed someone and i wouldnt ever know.I do that i had a brill time.But i want to have a memory of when i go out.
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I've never had that happen at all. My memory for the night before is 10 thousand times better than for what happened a night on the piss.
Dunno, that is rather scarey. Only thing I can say is - if its bothering you then you have to figure out whether its worth it. Also you could be putting your life/health etc. in serious danger.
If you still want to keep doing it maybe make sure you have a close dependable mate there with you at all times to keep an eye out for ya.
Are you drinking while you are pilling?Because like trancegrrl said booze can affect your memory and that could be all thats wrong.
If you aint pissed aswell then i would really try and stop doing pills beacause this could be a sign that you are afeected by pills in a different way to most people.And you could be damaging yourself.Because pills arent good for you at the best of times are they?!
You havent mentioned how often you do them but if you're like me then its every week and so maybe you could take a break for a month or so to get your head straight.Then try again and see what happens.
For example, withdrawl from some painkillers can be pretty nasty, and withdrawl from benzodiazepines (Valium, for example) is downright dangerous and should be medically supervised.
As someone else said, mixing alcohol and any pills is a bad idea, but I think just about any pill normally abused (amphetamines, benzos, opiates) will affect your memory if taken in a high enough dose.