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final try (i said that last time)
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im now more determined than ever to clean up off rock.
I am up BTW but im confident it was my last hit cos i had the last hit mentality (enjoy it, take it deep etc) before i did it, so hopefully i wont make anymore excuses.
or is this just another useless stab like all the other tries? at least my eyes are a bit better.
BTW may be gone for a few days.
I am up BTW but im confident it was my last hit cos i had the last hit mentality (enjoy it, take it deep etc) before i did it, so hopefully i wont make anymore excuses.
or is this just another useless stab like all the other tries? at least my eyes are a bit better.
BTW may be gone for a few days.
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bloody storm, tipping down 24/7, i was out of course in this but i was so cold and wet it kinda kept me from getting any more cos my dealer wasn't there and im out of rock <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/frown.gif">
feeling bloody shit n all, but im still clean so thats good, i think, i dont feel good.
youre gonna feel bad at first but if u stay clean itll get better,
keep up the good work!
plan...
as far as my knowedle goes there are no detox drugs for crack and coke (i may be wrong). ive been trying to get some morphine to help with the pain and maybe some rophynol. typically no-one has any, but a mates got a load of methadone he got from a pharmacy, wont help with crack but will with heroin....
plan..
get back on heroin, should cancel out all crack withdrawals, the pain, the lot. then...methadone....as long as my heroin habit doesn't go too far it should be easy
BTW ur supposed to be able to go 4 days on 1/4gram a day of heroin and get no withdrawals at all.
if i go just a few days and try and avoid tolerance i should be able to settle any cravings i might get with methadone.
now for step 1....
If you don't know where you're going, you'll probably end up somewhere else.
Totally agreed.
I should get some skag tomorrow, get me off the crack and then methadone will get me off the smack.
i still think its a good idea, any crack withdrawals will be canceled out from heroin (luckily its a painkiller) and then i was planning to go to the docs for treatment.
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