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Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
Just thought Id share with u lot the shit that Im in health wise...hope u dont mind me moaning but I gotta get this out.
I had a mad weekend (again) and today I had to go to an assesment at my psychiatric hospital (lmfao Im an out-patient!) and I had been hoping they were gonna say I was doing really wel etc etc and wouldnt need to see them much longer...if only <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/frown.gif">.

Anyway I get in there and they take one look at me and say they wann weigh me, I have to admit I had a bit of a shock when I got on the scales. I have been weighing myself (as always its been all the bloody time) but our scales r dodgy and it turns out Im less than they made me.

They were not happy at all and think Im anorexic again. Im not though, this is the truth although I know my eatings been shitty and that. Its really down to the weekend I had and the lack of food and excesive amounts of "u know what". They dont beleive me anyway and there is fuck all I can do to change that.

I also got told that they think my drugs issue is more than just recreational (they r right but it aint a problem) and its gonna end up killing me lmfao, lets hope not eh! Oh and also Im in danger of getting myself in a very harmfull situation when it comes to men...dont think that true at all I have to say, its already happened many time b4 for it to happen again!

So I went in there positive and came out the complete opposite. Maybe its coz they made me open my eyes a little...or maybe coz they got it totally wrong lmfao.

Another thing that bothering me is this bleeding Ive had since starting the pill. I have bled for a month now, and Im not talking a small amount either. I have been to the docs and came off the pill but am still bleeding. The time I started the pill was around the time I had a very bad thing go on with a bloke and, lets just say, it was very painfull <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/frown.gif"&gt; Im really starting to think its connected to that and not the pill at all...what if Im permanatly damaged????

Anyway, thats about it really...just thought Id let out steam here for a change and maybe someone can reasurre me that the bleeding is pill realted and nothing else. Sorry for moaning!

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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    {{{{{{lolly}}}}}}}

    sorry to here that, i guess it must really suck. anyway, doctors aint always right, im pretty sure that if i went to one of them thingys u were at theyd say some pretty fucked up stuff to me as well. as for teh bleedig, well it might be pill related, i know some people do get breakthru bleeding on the pill, but then again im notthe most knowledgable person in the world on that.

    its kinda good to hear that u can admit to having a drug issue, and i know that coming off them (if u wnated to) is a complete bastard.

    anyway ill talk to u later, i have to go to work now <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt; xxx
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    awww honey im sorry.

    maybe you should try to stick to a regular eating pattern, even if its just a salad for lunch or a banana for brekkie, @ least its something.

    as for the pill, i know someone that bled 4 about a month when they first started it, but im not realy sure whether its normal or not. maybe you should get a second opinion, if u go to a practise, see if you can get an appointment with another doctor?

    OR go to the FPC, that mite be a better idea. they mite have a better idea about that nasty geeza and what he did and whether its connected to the pill or not.

    ((((((((lolly))))))))))

    hope u feel better soon sweetie x x x i'll talk 2 u wen i get back from my holiday.

    There's a girl in my mirror
    I wonder who she is
    Sometimes I think I know her
    Sometimes I really wish I did <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.stopstart.fsnet.co.uk/smilie/flowerface.gif"&gt;
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Im going to see my bitch of a docter tommorrow and see what happens. The silly cow did get me another pill but when I got home and read the leaflet it turned out I u r not meant to have it if u have had hepatitus or sever jaundice (I had both) so I didnt go on that one lmfao. I think I will go to the fpc anyway though, just coz my docter said to me b4 about going...do u think she was implying I might have an STD. I think I read somewhere about Clamydia (sp?) one of the symptoms being bleeding??? Who fucking knows, Im just panicking about nothing Im sure. Its probably just a mix of the fact I had a baby 5 months ago, started the pill and had that thing go on with that wanker lmfao. Ill see what happens tommoroow anyway. Cheers u two <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;
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