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going down again (life stinks)
BillieTheBot
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Ok, this aint so good, getting over the drugs aint as easy as I thought. lifes been shitty lately with the weather but there is something else you gotta know.
While I was out on crack I ended up taking a few tokes with some hard addicts and actually ended taking heroin again (smoked).
Dont know what the fuck i was thinking but its been haunting me, u see heroin is like love and it makes u love sick when you dont have it.
U kinda feel relaxed like u just had sex or come out of a swimming pool into the warm sun or climed into bed after coming out of the snow but its a thousand times better and u kinda cry in a love sick way as if your girlfriend just dumped you and u feel like the stuff loves you.
I've been ok today as Elisas been keeping me company on messenger but Im still feeling pretty down.
While I was out on crack I ended up taking a few tokes with some hard addicts and actually ended taking heroin again (smoked).
Dont know what the fuck i was thinking but its been haunting me, u see heroin is like love and it makes u love sick when you dont have it.
U kinda feel relaxed like u just had sex or come out of a swimming pool into the warm sun or climed into bed after coming out of the snow but its a thousand times better and u kinda cry in a love sick way as if your girlfriend just dumped you and u feel like the stuff loves you.
I've been ok today as Elisas been keeping me company on messenger but Im still feeling pretty down.
Beep boop. I'm a bot.
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if heroin is like you described, then im not surprised you want to take it. if i didnt hate smoking so much, id be severely tempted right now. but i dont realyl need to add drugs to my list of crappy life stuff right now.
hope things get better for you soon.
thats if you want me 2 anyway!
even my nail varnish doesnt wanna be around me, its all peeling off and committing suicide!!!
GFM, cheer up. You're nail polish is not running away from you - although the thought is quite amusing <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"> C'mon, give us a smile? <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/wink.gif">
Viti kuin muuri.
(see LH, i have talked about you now!!! [told him the site addy last night and he wondered if id posted about him, and now i have!])
heres your smile turtle..... ok i can do this........ ... .. .. . <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"> there, i did it!!! might download messenger sometime, my ID is bodminite when i do get round to it!