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My dad's possibly found someone
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Y'okej...i'm sttuuuuuuuuck.
my dad's pretty much found someone, and i'm really really doing my best to avoid facing the problem!
when my mum ran off with some fat fuckwit (from all descriptions), i refused to meet him and, 12 months on (exactly, come to think of it!), i still haven't met him. the same thing, pretty much, goes for this woman.
personally, my idea plan would be to remain in splending isolation (about this and about my mum's "friend"), until i finish school (only another year!!!) then just fuck off, go see my aunt or my grandmum in barbados for a few months, move around europe, get work and subsist for a while, get out of my family until i hafta go to uni, then go to uni for 3 years (only coming back to be polite) and the go live my own life!!
well, it's a nice plan, innit?
Look into these tired eyes. See something you might recognise.
my dad's pretty much found someone, and i'm really really doing my best to avoid facing the problem!
when my mum ran off with some fat fuckwit (from all descriptions), i refused to meet him and, 12 months on (exactly, come to think of it!), i still haven't met him. the same thing, pretty much, goes for this woman.
personally, my idea plan would be to remain in splending isolation (about this and about my mum's "friend"), until i finish school (only another year!!!) then just fuck off, go see my aunt or my grandmum in barbados for a few months, move around europe, get work and subsist for a while, get out of my family until i hafta go to uni, then go to uni for 3 years (only coming back to be polite) and the go live my own life!!
well, it's a nice plan, innit?
Look into these tired eyes. See something you might recognise.
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Since my parents are still together I don't really know what it's like to be in your situation, and I also only know what you've written there about your situation in the first place, so if I say something dumb please don't be mad!
This is just something to think about, but you've obviously developed a dislike to these people just for being with your mum and dad, rather than because they're horrible people or you just don't get on with them.
And maybe if you got to know them you'd find they weren't as bad as you're thinking, after all they're making your mum and dad happy and if you love them then you should in theory be happy for them.....
But I can understand that it's difficult for you to cope with this, and I wish you all the luck in the world with whatever happens.
Look into these tired eyes. See something you might recognise.
you can't just run away from every problem that arises or every situation that you don't like.
You have to face up to whats going to happen, its going to happen whtehr you like it or not, and u cna't just shut yourself away from it, because you are shuttin out important people in your life and s'not good. you can't just cut family members out of ur life when they do something you don't like.
Divorce is shit, yes been there, done that, got the emotional scars, but you have to try and accept that your parents are people too, and they are going to want lives of their own. @ first i thought both my parents new peeps were complete fuckwits, but when you take the time to get to know them, you find out they can actually be pretty decent poeple, and are not directly out to screw up your life.
So give it a chance.
There's a girl in my mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
i don't. just this one. the rest, i accept but i don't like at all.
Look into these tired eyes. See something you might recognise.
Please don't let it be a problem Turtle, wildchild has put it so well.
Try to be happy for your Dad. You could explain to him that it hurts, but you'll try your best. He may try to be more sensitive towards how you feel if you do that.
{{{{{{Turtle}}}}}}
j9
I've already told you all what I think, so I'm not gonna through it all again, but I really agree with what Drifter said. I do think you need to face up to this problem, however much you don't want to even thought its really hard.
We're all here for you <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif">
I think the feelings you habour are natural reactions to the breakdown in the relationship with your parents and am sorry you've been hurt so badly. I think your grief is natural, and wonder if you can get some counselling to help you address the issues that have hurt you so badly, as someone said you can't run from issues and certainly can't bottle them up. I'm sure everyone here wishes you the best of luck and warmest wishes and hope we can help if u need it.
Persil
"Children are like washing powders, some are biological, some are non-biological" ~David Badiel~
but when my dad got himself a 'woman' i was so angry, well, i think i had the rt at the time, as he had bin with her 4 8mts and she turned up on our holiday with a few hrs warning! i couldnt believe it, wot a bitch.
then i got irrational and so so so pissed off i got my mum 2 cum & get me. then i never saw here 4 1 1/2 yrs, and my relationship with my dad was worse than usual, then he moved house end of last yr, and in feb had a house warming party, so i met her again and her 2 sons (19 & 21). and i was so pissed i just let it b, then the nxt day we were a bit wary of eachother but ok.
i think that no matter wot i say or do he wont even consider it, he never has.
mayb its also easier 4 me as he lives 200miles away and i only c him bout 4 x's a yr, if that.
but my mum gettin a man is totally outta the q, they carnt b trusted.
just let him b, he'll eventually realise wot he's done 2 u, and how upset uve bin. i hope things r goin ok though.
ive realised men arnt worth it, even if he is ur father.
H.xxx
Am I being so incredibly selfish and unreasonable, or are all the adults I talk to just complete fucking tossers?
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talkings the hardest part <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif">
he probably does know what your going thru if he's bin thru it himself, he probably knows how u r feeling, but isn't going to let it stand in the way of his chance of happiness. he knows if it happens, you will have to deal with it, and eventually come around, like he had to and like everyone else whos parents get divorced have to.
You arent being selfish, its completely natural to feel that way, and he's not being a tosser, he just wants to be happy. I think if u continue to talk about it, it will get easier.
There's a girl in my mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
Sometimes I really wish I did
i disagree with drifter though. i think u r begin selfish, but you're totally allowed because that's what you feel and you can't just turn that on and off.
i don't think you are being unreasonable though. this is something you never wanted and you don't want to accept that these changes have happened. you have a right to be angry and upset with that.
what you don't have is a right to interfere with your parents' lives. i get the impression ur attitude towards their new significant others hurts them. out of respect for your parents, you could try being civil when you're around them. just let mom and dad know ur not ready to accept them yet or maybe ever and leave it at that. also let them know that they have no right to expect more than civility from you.
all i'm saying is that, no matter what you're feeling now towards them, they are your parents, and you never really want to lose them. i think you'll regret it later in life if you do.
so let them chase their happiness and you chase yours. be safe in the knowledge that very soon, you'll be out of there and won't have to deal with them very much for a few years <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif">
good luck dude.
{{{{{{{{Turtle}}}}}}}}
It's not being selfish to want to be understood. Sorry Turtles Dad, but u gotta listen to your son m8.
j9
A wise man is always happy to be corrected
Just try it and itll work
she's coming over on thurs night, will prob stayt he night, might accidentally bump into her in the morning. fuck them and the horse they rode in on!!!!!1
Look into these tired eyes. See something you might recognise.